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" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

We are Angels too;

[ i think we make good Angels ]

It has been a long week.And the weekend is finally here.Does that fact make things any better?

I'm not so sure.

I have a speech to compose from scratch and memorise, attend a function, get some Maths done and get some sleep.I wonder if I can squeeze it all in.I wonder.

Anyways, today I got my finalised grades/marks for Mid Terms.It isn't fantastic.But it isn't utterly disgusting.Yet.It looks very close to it, though.However, in my defense (and the entire cohort of Sec3) I'd like to say that this is our first major exam with 6/7/8/9 main subjects.We'll do better.

Under Divya's recommendation, I'm listening to The Red Jumpsuit Aparatus.

And I've fallen in love with their music & lyrics.

Especially, Your Guardian Angel & Face Down.

About the picture above; It's a damn cool tattoo, don't you agree?

It's beautiful.Like art.It is art.I envy the person who has it.Right now, craving Starbucks.Actually, I always crave for Starbucks.It's a weekend ritual.And I think I malfunction if not given weekly dose.Haha.

Syafiqah is leaving for Japan on Monday.Aww.I'll miss that horny person :)

I spoke to Bro earlier.A short conversation;

Thank you God.

Labels: Angel, Himanshu, School, Stress, Syafiqah, Tattoo, weekend

Friday, 21 May 2010,19:55 | comment | 0 comment(s)

The Road Of Life

I'm at school's Com Lab right now.

Life is like a road.Sometimes you get into an accident, sometimes you get pulled over for speeding.Either way, you still keep on going.You never stop in the middle of the road.But when you run out of gas, you wait for another vehicle to come along.

You ask for help Or they offer it.Still, you keep going.You don't stop moving forward for anything.If you do; Then it's ridiculous.There's always help.

But then sometimes, in most cases mine, the car drives not only the driver.It also drives a few people and their crazy problems.And the effort to keep going on is just too much for the car.

But I'm not stopping.

I don't care.

I'll get out of the car, and push it all the way, even if I have to.

________________________________________________________

At home right now.After the Com Lab, waited for Syafiqah with Rashidha at the canteen.Venkat and Shafiq were there too.Doing what, I have no idea.Anyways, they came over to talk.Well, it was Venkat.Remember, I'm his idea of great humour and good conversation? I'm flattered.lol.We talked crap, as usual.But seriously, he torture me.

When Syafiqah came, made our way to the bustop.The guys followed too.And in the bus, when Syafiqah and I were having an important conversation, they didn't shut up.I was annoyed, in a good way.The guys are really funny.At the interchange Syafiqah's reaction to ahem, certain people, were amusing too.Haha! Had a pretty good day!

P.S. Am going to watch G.I. Joe: Rise Of Cobra with the family.CHANNING TATUM!!

Labels: Fun, Life, Problems, Syafiqah, Venkat

Thursday, 6 August 2009,14:41 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Lots Of Crap!!

Life is well, awesome for the moment.Whatever happens right, I'm going with the flow.I've done my best.The rest is up to the one above.As usual, Mondays rocked.Haha, especially CMT period.Crapped a lot with Srivatsa, Surya and this time even Venkat.Too bad, Syafiqah wasn't around.I bet Surya would have apologised.Hehs.

Today started with me dragging myself to school.I'm very tired.And let me just say, that sleep is seriously underrated.Anyways, English was damn fun.Our group presented the case and I swear it sounded like it came out from a TV show.We got Teacher's choice too.lol.PE was back breaking.But I was talking a lot more than usual.During recess, a couple of chinese guys came to make fun of us.End up, they got it.Haha!

Mrs T didn't come to school again.All of us went to the library.Actually, I wanted to try out my new story.Was sitting with the girls.But then, Srivatsa and Venkat called me over to, entertain them.Apparently, I'm their version of great humour.So, we crapped more&&more.Then, Rohini came over.lol.More talkings.It was quite funny and made my day.

After that, went on the tourism trip with the entire class.Srivatsa annoyed me as he kept asking why I was emoing.When I wasn't.Argh.But I was crappy anyway, cuz I hadn't eaten yet.Cousins have come over.An extreme sisterly occasion.Oh well.Hehs.Awaiting the Science Common Test; Tomorrow.

Labels: School, Srivatsa, Surya, Syafiqah, Venkat

Tuesday, 4 August 2009,17:43 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Parading Sentiments

Hello world.It's very difficult to explain my current mood.Half-hyper and half-emo.What a great combination.Anyway, first off, today's a hot babe's 14th birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHARMAINE!

And then, secondly, I only slept at 4am this morning.And got up 1hr later.Haha, so am mentally unstable.When I stepped into class, found everyone busily studying for Science CT.I did the same too.Kwok Ying, Srivatsa, Rohini and I tested each other.

Nothing interesting happened, except for Mrs L who constantly made odd comments and weird noises.Haha.I was supposed to take the MRT with Syafiqah but the plan changed last minute.Later, I might going to Lot 1 with the family.Important mission.lol.Oooh, a bit more of Harper's Island logic:(Sorry I can't resist)

I know I was itching to know the ending of the show.But now that it is over, I miss it already.Seriously.I mean, yes, I miss my favourite characters and the whole mystery element in my Sunday nights.Haha.Still, life must go on.But I don't think I'll stop talking/thinking about Harper's Island.Actually, putting the whole murdering aspect of the show aside, I learnt lots of things from it.About Friendship, Love, Trust, Wedding venues.Haha, the last one seriously I mean it.Rohini, why don't you have it in KUSU Island/Sentosa Island? LOL.Just joking...

Hmmm... Parading our sentiments? Lots of people around me have started to do that.And it isn't like the made up ones.It's real, raw emotions and they're quite sentimental.Even though I'm feeling incredibly sleepy and grouchier(sp?) by the second, I feel I haven't written as much.Odd.Very odd.

A few more lines, in this weird small font...

Sometimes, giving in to our loved ones

Isn't losing at all

And giving in is different from giving up

My mind is made up

Love is, indeed, crap

Maybe I'll change my mind

But for now it shall remain thus

`PRYIEE falls into th fire and sleeps in a heap of ashes;

Eccentric or what?

Labels: Birthdays, Outing, Rohini, Syafiqah

Wednesday, 15 July 2009,14:51 | comment | 0 comment(s)

promises

It still feels like the holidays.The pressure hasn't started... Yet.However, the homework load has already begun.Yesterday, had a great time with my family.I finally watched Slumdog Millionaire.Yes, it was admirably directed.Mum and sister fell asleep halfway through.Haha!Those are the moments I wish I could freeze and visit whenever I want.Tough luck, eh? Today, the timetable was a little more forgiving.

We had IT, which wasn't as fun as it had been with Mdm Sri.Haiz.Maths was simple and understandable.Science; we touched on a new topic.Common Test was sorta hard.I ended up writing an essay about the greats of Kopitiam.Haha! I'm eager to know my results, already.Then, took the bus with Syafiqah.Venkat and Shafiq were in for different reasons. ;-)

Know what sleep deprivation is? Well, it's the lack of sleep.Something I have been suffering for quite some time.Really, I feel so tired during the day.It takes me everything to not fall off and get some sleep.

And I'm going to try my best and be that strong person you believe in okays, girlfriend? I promise.A promise to myself too.Yet, I don't worry cuz everything's gonna be alright.Ily.

Labels: Family, Happy, Movie, Syafiqah, Venkat

Wednesday, 1 July 2009,17:35 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Today I was feeling light headed.
So I didn't go to school.
Then, I remembered today afternoon was the last session of NYAA.
Thus, happily skipped at about 1.30pm.
The girls were waiting for me at the bus stop cuz it was raining.
I like rain.
Divya and I went for 1hr of dancing; it was damn tiring.
Soccer was argh.
Mr V put me with the boys.
I was damn busy trying not to fall flat on my face.
Plus, in the bus, I was admiring Syafiqah.
She so nice to look at when she's thinking.
LOL.
OhMyGod, and and, I'm going to do something to Priya Akka.
Half-LOL-ing, Half blushing.
=)

Labels: Dance, Divya, Priya, Soccer, Syafiqah

Tuesday, 26 May 2009,19:00 | comment | 0 comment(s)

LOUD!

Hello

I know it has been long since I did proper blogging.Well, not too long.But long enough for me and plus, I really liked the whole nostalgic feelings I was arousing around.How dramatic! Like Syafiqah said, recently, I've become really LOUD.I guess there's nothing wrong with that.There are some things that just can't be said without an exclamation! Haha! See!

My feelings are unstable.And my moods, needless to say, is even worse.Something must be wrong with the switch.One moment I'll be feeling worse than a stray dog and the other, above the world.Who cares?! As for now, I'm super elated.I don't even know why.Actually, I do know the blurred version.But as mentioned, it's blurred.No exact reasons.

By the way, the soccer sessions are going to end on Tuesday.I'm sharing Syafiqah's "PeelingPeelings".It'll be damn sad.Yeah, the guys annoy and bully us since we're girls.Still, it really rocks! And honestly, I'll miss playing with the boys.Especially, the times when I kick someone's ball out!! Haha.Soccer is a great stress reliever.Hehs.The June holidays are nearing.Though, there's still one more week of school to endure.So, I'm going to EndureEndure.LOL.

Maybe I'll update more later, if not, this is it.Adios!

Labels: Elated, Soccer, Syafiqah

Saturday, 23 May 2009,13:34 | comment | 0 comment(s)

mr cullen who?

[ don't smile, don't speak; pls don't ]

Hello

I was rushing out of the house in the morning, cuz recently Syafiqah goes to school earlier.I wanted to take the same bus.But my sister delayed, so I ended up going the same time as any day.Funny thing was I still managed to meet Syafiqah in the bus.Haha!

"What must happen, will happen"

PE was first period.Today is our 2.4km run.You won't believe it.Come to think of it, even I wouldn't if you told me.But! I passed it! Woots!~ Come on people, take out the champagne and let's party! Hahahaha! I'm so damn happy.English was awesome too.We did this rapid something something.Recess, I ran.But cuz I was so happy, I raised my hands and ran as fast as possible.

Science was freakily, understandable.History, I kinda screwed up the first question of the test.Haiz.Let's pray.We were suppose to have MT.But Mrs T didn't come so we went for lunch.It was funny.We, girls, were talking about everything.And Rohini, as usual, made very physical jokes.Syafiqah, Rashidha and Rohini had CCA so they left earlier.Divya and I stayed for about 30min doing homework.Then, we left too.

I've been having frequent dreams consisting of Syafiqah, her bro and some other people.So weird.I'm not sure about my exact feelings, though.

[ edward cullen has had a makeover ]

Labels: Divya, Running, Syafiqah, Twilight

Friday, 17 April 2009,20:28 | comment | 0 comment(s)

joy

[ th joy is just laughing out loud ]

Hello

Today was probably, my most favourite of this entire week.It started out weird.I felt gloomy due to lack of sleep.So, I was real cranky.But Rosma and Khairina cheered me up in the morning.During recess, started to talk properly, for the day.Maths; was okays.Ms Ng is super funny.lol.

NYAA was tiring.Some of us were made to run all around the hall for 15min.By the time I was done, I was sweating like...Eurgh.MT was kinda funny.Everyone was laughing at Rohini's wild ranting.Haha.Spent lunch with Rohini and Divya.Then, they had to go off.I waited for Syafiqah and Rashidha at the library.We were acting like drunkards in the canteen.Hehs.

Later, Shafiq kept pestering Syafiqah to play Frisbee with SongLin, Venkat and him.But Nila called all of them to help with the banner thingy.So, we went up.They didn't help.

*Sniggers*

I just sat there, reading my book.SongLin was babbling in what I thought was a weird attempt of Tamil.Haha.He got what he deserved.lol.

We watched the Sec1s playing soccer from the 3rd floor.And Syafiqah went and popped out something that was supposed to be a secret.Not anymore.Crap.nvm.Syafiqah and I talked all the way back home.WOOTS!~

I'm really hyper.So glad.Thanks for all the cheering up, intentional or not.

[ love you till th very end ]

Labels: Joy, Love, Syafiqah, Venkat

Thursday, 9 April 2009,20:28 | comment | 0 comment(s)

chocolates

Hello

I'm in the library at the moment.It's been a rough week.And it isn't even over yet.God.Anyways, congrats to Syafiqah, Divya, Rohini and Venkat on officially becoming a part of the 10th Student Council Board.You've got to see Divya and Syafiqah in their leggings, they looked about a sizzling 20 on a 10 meter scale.lol.

Plus, WOW!!

I got my first praise from Mrs L.In front of the whole class.I figured something out too.It's easier to give reactions when you're getting scolded in front of the class than getting praised.I didn't know what to do.So, I just stared.Smooth, Priyaa, real smooth...

My irregular sleeping habits are getting to me.Cuz when I'm awake I'm either real cranky or too hyper.Though, today I was more of the latter.Still, I'm seriously upset whenever I go home.I don't know why.My mind starts on a whirl of gibberish and I just want it to shut up.I really want to talk to the 5 in unison.Even now, my brain is in fast forward of the past I want to forget.

How ironic can my mind get?

Also, I'm craving for chocolates.It's normal.Yet, my choice of craving is so out of the blue.

I want:

Mars Bars-I've never had in ages, though it's my favourite.

After Eight-Reminds my of a classy restaurant for some reason.

White chocolate-Assures me I'm still at least a tiny part innocent.

Belgian white chocolate frappe-All the more reason to love chocolates.

Mint M&Ms-One and only reason I love green.

Cadbury's Flake-Flakey flakey flakey!

Cadbury's Eclairs-Reminds me of France.

Cadbury's TimeOut-WAFER!!

See, it's super weird, if not long.

That's all.

(Will post picture later)

Labels: chocolates, Divya, Rohini, Syafiqah, Venkat

Wednesday, 8 April 2009,17:07 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Love to hate Or Hate to love?

[ when you hate so much, soon you'll forget how to love ]

Hello!

I'm very happy, for the littlest things right now.I guess that's alright.Since, it makes me forget of all the stupid things that happen on this Earth.I'm down on inspiration for my story.lol.But I will try, kays.I woke up all drowsy and got ready to go for dance.I couldn't even open my eyes properly.Still...

Dancing was real tough.We practised so much.The band members were in the hall too.They clapped for us.Yay! Lol.Very appreciative.I like those people.After dance, I wanted to go for lunch.But my dad had already bought me lunch so I just went back home.I was msging Priya on the way.We touched on many interesting topics.

I was super tried that I fell asleep while lying down, watching TV.Haha! My sister woke me up and I went to the room and slept beside my mum.For about 2hrs.I woke up and took a long bath.It felt real good.Cuz it unknotted all my muscles.My aunt helped me with some points for the debate.

Then, my family and I sat to watch 'Yaar Antha Star'.It was real nice, with all the singers coming down from India.Oh my God, Dinesh Kanakaratnam was in it.Haha.The guy who sang the recent hit, Athichudi.He's a Sri Lankan.But his tamil was so pure.I was singing along to the song till my sister told me to shut up.lol.

At the moment, I'm so full of philosophy.About the picture above.It's true, you know.If you begin hating so much, soon you'll forget how to love.And that's probably the worst thing possible that can happen to anyone.To lose the ability to love.Totally dumb.So, just calm down and think.By hating the people you hate, it doesn't do any good to you, other than making you a bitter person inside.

Just freak out, let it go! Let go everything.Stress, pressure, hate, anger, jealousy, sorrow, tears.Anything and everything that whines up hurting you more than anyone else.A few tips.

Smile; Make someone's day

Laugh; Cheer someone up

Relax; Think and do things clearer

Be happy; Radiate the energy to all

And finally...

Love; You become a better person and make others in the process too.

Maybe, you guys are thinking, easier said than done.Yeah, I understand.But try.It won't hurt.Trust me, when you do these instead of the opposites, your life will feel so worth living.It's true.

Also, this post is dedicated to Priya&&Syafiqah.

[ and when you miss, just think of them; they'll know how much they mean to you ]

Labels: Dance, Hate, Love, Philosophy, Priya, Syafiqah

Saturday, 28 March 2009,21:27 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Irony

[ pronounced as mal-bro, not malbaro ]

HeyHey

I'm super hyper today.lol.Morning, went for tution.I bought myself slurpee on the way back.I really wish people would stop staring at me.It's very annoying.I got back home.I did some of my homework.And was cranking up the volume on my iPod.Haha.I miss it lots.

Later, I watched 'Krrish' while eating.The main characters' names were Priya and Krishna.How ironic, just plain ironic!! Krish is distressed.I'm guessing I didn't help him much yesterday cuz I seriously am not sure what is happening.So, I tried my best given the ridiculous state.I'm sorry, dude.But the movie was damn nice.lol.Haha.After all it was Hritik Roshan.It couldn't have been less than awesome!! Woots!~

NOOOOOOOOO!!

Siva got into the finals for Yaar Antha Star.Sorry, I have nothing against him.I was just expecting someone else to get in.*HintHint* Haha.I'm waiting for Syafiqah to come online.I want to talk.I want to shout.I want to do a lot of things, actually.I was doing some freestyle just now.It was pure bliss.I love doing the 'Impacto' step by Daddy Yankee.Haha.See, I'm so laug-able right now.

By the way, thank you Himanshu for sending me that song.

"I wish you could see yourself the way I see you..."

I'm loving it.And my life.And whole lot of other things.HAHAHAHAHA!!

People ask so many questions about my blogskin.It's just a skin.So just chill, okay.Oh my God, I'm going to watch 'Stardust' later on HBO.I love the movie.The last time I watched it, I only saw halfway through.So, today I shall watch from the very beginning.It's a beautiful story.I've finally cracked.lol.I wrote the first chapter of my new story.Let me get typing.

[ i've found my smiles and laughs again ]

Labels: iPod, Krish, Priya, smoking, Syafiqah

Saturday, 14 March 2009,20:17 | comment | 0 comment(s)

The ups and downs of the roller coaster called life

[ The ups and downs of life ]

I don't know why, but I don't think I'll ever understand Mrs L.She wants to ignore me and act as if I'm handicap, FINE!! Two can play the same game.She doesn't realise how much she hurts people and what kind of impression she leaves.Most probably, she doesn't care.Well, neither do I.

The day begun with MT.Mrs T was damn funny.lol.She kept mimcking people.It was hilarious.Science, we had lab lesson.We did an experiment on crytallisation.I found a few interesting information.Anyways, didn't go for Recess run.English.Haiz.I didn't do well for my 2nd common test.I was sad.But then, we must make mistakes to learn better, right?

Surya and Matin cheered me up.They are awesome dudes! Lol.Maths was ridiculous.The new teacher was quite pissed off with our class.Especially JJ and Elson.So she made all of us stand.Crap.And she turned the fans off.Haiz.Still Elson and JJ fooled around.They are super funny, though.Gotta admit that.

CIT.One period I won't forget.Mrs L... Yeah don't want to talk about it.If there's something called justice, it will prevail.And I won't be facing such nonsense again.But dance revived me.I totally forgot all about my problems and focused on my dancing.I'm loving it.I kind of understand it, now.No matter how many downs there are, the ups bring me more happiness.

My mum had to leave for work before I got back home.I miss her.I miss 3 other people.Crap.Crap.Crap.I'm chatting with Syafiqah and Divya.Whilst, msging Priya.She's very worried about you.I am too.Don't you realise it? Haizz.We can't help you if you don't want to be helped.

[ you're much better than this, and you know that very well ]

Labels: Divya, Priya, Syafiqah

Friday, 6 March 2009,20:43 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Breathe Slow

This post is going to be about only today.I woke up to find my mum already home.She had bought my sister and me, croissant.Yummy!! I love her lots.While we were eating, we received some bad news.It's kinda sad.I really don't know what to say.

While my parents went out, my sister and I studied.Yes, studied.Can you believe it? On a Sunday.That's so not us.lol.But it was alright.Cuz I did revision for Science Common Test.Which is tomorrow.I'm a little excited abouyt it.Cuz I trust I can do well enough for it.lol.I was talking to Priya all day.She gave me good advice.Some things are better left unknown; my view.Let it all out; hers.The matter we were talking about, her advice was best.But I just can't do it.Haiz.

Syafiqah's online.I'm addicted to two songs right now.Ahhh.lol.I'm chatting with Syafiqah and Haris now.About the picture I've put in the beginning of the post.I like the way of photography lots.Plus, if I post something about love, it seems to keep SOME people happy.Haiz.

[Breathe Slow]

Labels: Chatting, Haris, Science, Syafiqah

Sunday, 1 March 2009,20:58 | comment | 0 comment(s)

A Wedding To Remember

Hello

How's everyone?

Sorry for the lack of posts.I'm plain lazy and too tired each day.Hehs.This post is for yesterday.

Morning, went to school for dance practice.It was damn rigorous and I had to show a couple of steps to the others.And those steps were just pure torture.Meaning, it inflicts pain into your muscles.Then, took a cab to CCK, for tution.The girl was nicer.Her dog, Maya, has given birth to 4 puppies.So cute!! Maya gave me my first kiss.Serious.Right smack on my lips.lol.

While going back home in the bus, msged Syafiqah.She said she was just going to library.So I thought why not and went to meet her there.I saw Harshvini, my cousin there with her friends.lol.Syafiqah and Rashidha met their History group.I shifted myself to Harshvini cuz I could feel that I was clearly not wanted by Syafiqah's other members.Don't ask me why.

After a while, Syafiqah's group decided to walk to IMM.Since my house was on the way, I walked with them.Once I got home, took a long hot bath.God, that was refreshing.My aunt had come to teach my sister.I just sat around till my mum woke up.I told her all that happened.Haizz.Then slept a while.The minute I got up, started to get ready for the wedding I had to attend.Honestly, I didn't want to.

After getting ready, watched "Taal" for a while.Though it's a old movie, the songs are quite nice.Dad's family came in a van to fetch us.They were very nice.Especially RajKumar Annae.He was damn funny.lol.He gave me wine to taste.My sister and I had a blast laughing to ourselves.

By the way, all the waiters there were Punjabi.And they were Ahhh!!

Labels: Dance, Harshvini, Syafiqah, Wedding

12:24 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Running for what?

Today, we had the annual cross country meet.

It was set at the Japanese Garden.I only knew that it was near the Chinese Garden.Nothing more than that.I met Syafiqah, her brother and her brother's friend at the interchange and took a bus there.The funny thing was those two brothers, they didn't seem like they knew where they were going.lol.Atleast that's what I thought.

We got there. And us, Sec2s had to run first.God.Half of the girls, ran an extra round.Crap.But I damn proud of myself.CUZ I WASN'T LAST!! Wooots!~ Syafiqah came right after 40.Alamak.Haizz.Anyways, then went for lunch with Priya.We went to this coffee shop.Hardly many people.We talked stuff.lol.Gosh I miss blogging.

I'm writing a new story.lol.It's close to my heart.I don't have much to blog about.Except...

what part of, "he's gone over to the dark side" does he not get?

dude, there's no turning back

[Think before you do something, not the other way around]

Labels: Running, Story, Syafiqah

Friday, 27 February 2009,20:56 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Trust, Baby, Just Trust Me

Hey

It's a Sunday.I'm supposed to be relaxing.Yet as usual, I find myself doing the exact opposite.God, Syafiqah ain't here to help me out.Biri Akka has her own batch of problems.Let's start with yesterday.

I dragged my butt out of bed and made my way to school for dance.It's not that I didn't want to go.I was just too darn tired.My muscles ached from the previous practice.We polished lots on the sitting and getting up part.Now, my tigh muscles are aching and I can barely get up or walk fast.After that, rushed home and went to City Hall with the family.

My maid was going for some interview.So while she went for the interview, my family and I had lunch at this Myanmar restaurant.I've been there before.The food was delicious.I loved the dessert especially.Then on the way back home, I was damn tired.I felt so very sleepy.I was msging Biri Akka, and getting advices from her.Trust might be a small word, with only 5 letters, but the meaning is damn BIG.Once broken, takes a long time or never can be repaired.

I slept all evening.I woke up.I didn't have the mood to use the computer.So took my book, and sat there reading.I was msging Biri Akka again.lol.She's probably the only person I msg these days.Crap people who interfere in others' problems and make it even more complicated.Argh.

Anyways, so into a new artiste.lol.My sister is crazy.She's into a hip-hop look.

*Slaps forehead*

I realised something last night and this morning.I'm changing.Not the very obvious one.Much more discreet part of me.I've been trying to control my temper.Like if someone makes me angry, I just shut up.Cuz I don't want to say anything I'll regret after that.So, mostly only when I seem like I'm mood out, will anyone realise I'm angry.There's so many people around me I dislike.Yet I'm trying me best to accept and appreciate.God never said life was going to fair or easy.So, I'm going to give it my best.No more slacking.

[ Truly Crushless&& Loving It ]

Labels: Biri, Dance, Priya, Syafiqah

Sunday, 22 February 2009,13:53 | comment | 0 comment(s)

I'm Offended

Hello

The day didn't start out all that well.I woke up with a not-so-good dream.That took a long time to recover from.End up, was late for school.More like later than my usual timing.But my mum accompanied me.Though, we took the bus.It was nice.Just like the olden days, us both, chatting and watching people go by.lol.

I rushed to complete my MT homework.I only could finish part of it.Argh.But Mrs T didn't scold me much.I'll promise to do all her homework the next time, for that very reason.The debate was okay, I guess.Honestly, our group was so much better.Cuz Syafiqah equals to clarity, Surya has info and Sanjeevi, well, just being Sanjeevi is enough from him.Recess, didn't go for run or to eat.I stayed with Syafiqah while she did some work.

English was funfun.We heard some people's presentations.Little funny here and there.Maths, I totally zonked out.Meaning, I hadn't eaten all day.Only drank plenty of water, to keep the burning sensation from my stomach to hurt me.So, by CIT, I was completely mood out.Haizz... Mrs L took away our lunch period too.So I went to dance in an empty stomach.When I started dancing the first time, I was dizzy.But told myself, that I won't die not eating one day, and continued.

On the way home, spotted the ice cream truck.I couldn't resist myself.Ahhh.I bought a mint chips wafer ice cream.Mmm... I simply gulped it down, before you could say, "Some people are so horny.". lol.That was random.I came back home.I was still hungry.No simple ice cream can satisfy my hunger.My sister bought me Hokkien Mee.lol.Ate it happily.

Now I'm chatting with Syafiqah.Damn.Tomorrow, there's dance practice.I don't want to wake up in the morning!!

[Big deal, I asked you if you are a flirt.It ain't a stupid question]

Labels: Dance, Surya, Syafiqah

Friday, 20 February 2009,21:04 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Nee Kobapattal...

Hello

Gosh, I'm in a pretty good mood.lol.Let's rewind and visit the whole day.

Day started with me going to school earlier than usual.Mum sent me before heading to work.First period was History.But Ms Yeo didn't come to school.So, we did a worksheet.Divya's teacher also wasn't around.She came into my class for a while.Later, Surya and I blast the music from my hp and sang to "Nee Kobapattal...".

MT was quite okay.Our entire class was damn solemn.Mrs T kept asking us what was wrong.Really don't know.Then recess was alrights.Made my way to Science.We had lab lesson.We handled elements.Ms N was quite pissed off with people who didn't bring their books.Lucky I brought.Hehs.

Geography was little stormy.I got told off for not completing a question, with the rest of my classmates.We did some games on Geography and then did our filing.Whilst my teacher was scolding someone, I quickly wrote out an english poem for the "Let's Talk" session.Art was boring.Argh.I had lunch wit Syafiqah and Kausalya.Rashidha and Divya weren't around.Sad.

I had English supp.My group was the only group that was ready for presenting.I read out my poem.Everyone thought it was nice, having been written by me.lol.Thank you, people.Hehs.After that, left for home with Ifah.I listened to my favourite songs at the moment.I'm loving my life, just the way it is.Long update for a weekday.Byes.

[Smothered, simply smothered]

Labels: English, Ifah, MT, Presentation, Surya, Syafiqah

Thursday, 19 February 2009,15:55 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Mahi-Ish

I have very little time, so I'm keeping in short.Today was quite a happy day.I loved it.I feel like Mahi today.So freaking lucky.lol.English was cut short due to photo-taking.Sad.Still, I'm glad.Cuz I hadn't prepared for the quiz.Then, Drama was rocking.Hazzie and I did an explicit improvision.Haha.

Maths was moderately boring.But managed to get past it alive.I answered a few questions.CT was free period.Didn't do much.Just walked around with Rohini.During lunch, had a small misunderstanding with Rohini.Which was cleared in less than 5min.Mrs T didn't come to school.So it was another free period.Syafiqah, Sanjeevi, Surya and I discussed our debate points.And got into sub-topics.lol.

Like blowing.Hahahah!!

Maths supp was okay.Considering that I was accompanied by Surya and Matin.They're great people to talk to.We talked about love, marriage, ambitions, studies, and pretty much lots of stuff.By the way, Priya akka got my a box of Ferraro Rocher.OMG!! I love her lots.And missing her real badly.On the way back home, Syafiqah was damn quiet.Whatever is on your mind, Syafiqah, don't ponder over it too much.Smile more.Just like what Boy Ka says.Hehs.

I had dinner at coffee shop with mum and sister.My sister is damn tired.She had auditions for sports' day.She looks so pale.But she still can play at the playground.Which is what she's doing now.lol.It was a fruitful day.Nothing to hate.And everything to love.Muacks.I love everyone who make me so happy.You guys are the best.

[Feeling like Mahi]

Labels: Ambitions, Drama, English, Love, Maths Test, Surya, Syafiqah

Monday, 16 February 2009,19:43 | comment | 0 comment(s)