i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

Lots Of Crap!!

Life is well, awesome for the moment.Whatever happens right, I'm going with the flow.I've done my best.The rest is up to the one above.As usual, Mondays rocked.Haha, especially CMT period.Crapped a lot with Srivatsa, Surya and this time even Venkat.Too bad, Syafiqah wasn't around.I bet Surya would have apologised.Hehs.

Today started with me dragging myself to school.I'm very tired.And let me just say, that sleep is seriously underrated.Anyways, English was damn fun.Our group presented the case and I swear it sounded like it came out from a TV show.We got Teacher's choice too.lol.PE was back breaking.But I was talking a lot more than usual.During recess, a couple of chinese guys came to make fun of us.End up, they got it.Haha!

Mrs T didn't come to school again.All of us went to the library.Actually, I wanted to try out my new story.Was sitting with the girls.But then, Srivatsa and Venkat called me over to, entertain them.Apparently, I'm their version of great humour.So, we crapped more&&more.Then, Rohini came over.lol.More talkings.It was quite funny and made my day.

After that, went on the tourism trip with the entire class.Srivatsa annoyed me as he kept asking why I was emoing.When I wasn't.Argh.But I was crappy anyway, cuz I hadn't eaten yet.Cousins have come over.An extreme sisterly occasion.Oh well.Hehs.Awaiting the Science Common Test; Tomorrow.

Labels: School, Srivatsa, Surya, Syafiqah, Venkat

Tuesday, 4 August 2009,17:43 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Welcome Back!

[ Time passes by ]

Hello

Just changed my blogskin.Nice? lol.I like it.The colours describe all my feelings.I know I was quite moody yesterday when I was blogging.But now, I feel much better.I thank you God, for that.

Today was the last day of Term1.Haha.The hall had a mini blackout.lol.Cuz of the fans; short circuit.MT was okay.We didn't have debate cuz U.S. wasn't around.But Mrs T talked philosophy which was interesting to listen to.Then went for Science.Surya is so funny.Just cuz he wanted a point for the mind mapping thingy, he said he'll be my best friend.lol.Funny guy.

English was uber cool too.Cuz we made suggestions on our Gamesday.lol.Maths, we didn't study.Haha.Ms N brought us to the computer lab.I had a sudden inspiration during that lesson.Like a big BOOM.BAM, BAM, BAM!! It just hit me.I've come up with a new story.Woots!~

CIT, we went to the hall.2N,3N,4N did a dance.Damn nice.I didn't know they were so talented.So cool.

I had lunch, for the first time in days.I loved it.lol.Later it was time for dance.It was super tiring.My stomach got upset.Seriously.I threw up.Hehs.NVM, though.

"I still own the dancefloor, yawl!!"

After dance, waited for the bus with Rubbini.Her friend Christopher and another guy came.They were talking.Entered Mahen into the picture.lol.Rubbini and I were stuck in the bustop and the bus with him.He's still the funny loosu I remembered from India.Believe it or not, the joking and the laughing at the bustop over stupid things actually made my day.Thanks, guys.

[ welcome back! ]

Labels: Dance, Mahen, Rubbini, Surya

Friday, 13 March 2009,21:12 | comment | 0 comment(s)

The Light At The End

[There's always light at the end of the tunnel]

Hello

School is becoming more and more tiring.Not that I hate it or anything.It's better like this, I guess.The more busy I am, the less I think about unwanted people.Haiz.

Today is Surya's birthday.I gave him his present; a packet of 'Merci' chocolates.History was fun as usual.I told the class what the word Propaganda meant, without even knowing it properly, myself.lol.MT was quite emo-ish.The class was quiet.And Mrs T was talking about parents.I couldn't even tell her it was Surya's birthday.The many times I tried, she intervened and said something.

Recess was alright.I ate mutton soup.Ahhh! It's been a while.Science lab was okay.We did demo of filtaration and chromatography.Geography was awkwardly weird.There's something wrong with Mrs L.She made such a fuss when I said that I had to take the test early, cuz I needed to leave early.I'm msging Priya now.

On Monday, we'll know if we're in Student Council or not.I'm a little nervous.No matter what, I think I've done my best already.Back to reality, life is still as hectic as ever.Dance practices are much more longer and tiring.Yet I'm still urged to continue.Nothing but the best for the best.What crap am I blabbering?!

Anyways, the weekend is near.Gosh! I'm really looking forward to it.Tomorrow, there's dance.There's so much of homework to complete by tomorrow.Haiz.I shall be gone now.Gotta start doing that long list.

[ you're not yourself no more, turn back, please ]

Labels: Birthdays, Council, Dance, Surya

Thursday, 5 March 2009,15:20 | comment | 0 comment(s)

I'm Offended

Hello

The day didn't start out all that well.I woke up with a not-so-good dream.That took a long time to recover from.End up, was late for school.More like later than my usual timing.But my mum accompanied me.Though, we took the bus.It was nice.Just like the olden days, us both, chatting and watching people go by.lol.

I rushed to complete my MT homework.I only could finish part of it.Argh.But Mrs T didn't scold me much.I'll promise to do all her homework the next time, for that very reason.The debate was okay, I guess.Honestly, our group was so much better.Cuz Syafiqah equals to clarity, Surya has info and Sanjeevi, well, just being Sanjeevi is enough from him.Recess, didn't go for run or to eat.I stayed with Syafiqah while she did some work.

English was funfun.We heard some people's presentations.Little funny here and there.Maths, I totally zonked out.Meaning, I hadn't eaten all day.Only drank plenty of water, to keep the burning sensation from my stomach to hurt me.So, by CIT, I was completely mood out.Haizz... Mrs L took away our lunch period too.So I went to dance in an empty stomach.When I started dancing the first time, I was dizzy.But told myself, that I won't die not eating one day, and continued.

On the way home, spotted the ice cream truck.I couldn't resist myself.Ahhh.I bought a mint chips wafer ice cream.Mmm... I simply gulped it down, before you could say, "Some people are so horny.". lol.That was random.I came back home.I was still hungry.No simple ice cream can satisfy my hunger.My sister bought me Hokkien Mee.lol.Ate it happily.

Now I'm chatting with Syafiqah.Damn.Tomorrow, there's dance practice.I don't want to wake up in the morning!!

[Big deal, I asked you if you are a flirt.It ain't a stupid question]

Labels: Dance, Surya, Syafiqah

Friday, 20 February 2009,21:04 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Nee Kobapattal...

Hello

Gosh, I'm in a pretty good mood.lol.Let's rewind and visit the whole day.

Day started with me going to school earlier than usual.Mum sent me before heading to work.First period was History.But Ms Yeo didn't come to school.So, we did a worksheet.Divya's teacher also wasn't around.She came into my class for a while.Later, Surya and I blast the music from my hp and sang to "Nee Kobapattal...".

MT was quite okay.Our entire class was damn solemn.Mrs T kept asking us what was wrong.Really don't know.Then recess was alrights.Made my way to Science.We had lab lesson.We handled elements.Ms N was quite pissed off with people who didn't bring their books.Lucky I brought.Hehs.

Geography was little stormy.I got told off for not completing a question, with the rest of my classmates.We did some games on Geography and then did our filing.Whilst my teacher was scolding someone, I quickly wrote out an english poem for the "Let's Talk" session.Art was boring.Argh.I had lunch wit Syafiqah and Kausalya.Rashidha and Divya weren't around.Sad.

I had English supp.My group was the only group that was ready for presenting.I read out my poem.Everyone thought it was nice, having been written by me.lol.Thank you, people.Hehs.After that, left for home with Ifah.I listened to my favourite songs at the moment.I'm loving my life, just the way it is.Long update for a weekday.Byes.

[Smothered, simply smothered]

Labels: English, Ifah, MT, Presentation, Surya, Syafiqah

Thursday, 19 February 2009,15:55 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Mahi-Ish

I have very little time, so I'm keeping in short.Today was quite a happy day.I loved it.I feel like Mahi today.So freaking lucky.lol.English was cut short due to photo-taking.Sad.Still, I'm glad.Cuz I hadn't prepared for the quiz.Then, Drama was rocking.Hazzie and I did an explicit improvision.Haha.

Maths was moderately boring.But managed to get past it alive.I answered a few questions.CT was free period.Didn't do much.Just walked around with Rohini.During lunch, had a small misunderstanding with Rohini.Which was cleared in less than 5min.Mrs T didn't come to school.So it was another free period.Syafiqah, Sanjeevi, Surya and I discussed our debate points.And got into sub-topics.lol.

Like blowing.Hahahah!!

Maths supp was okay.Considering that I was accompanied by Surya and Matin.They're great people to talk to.We talked about love, marriage, ambitions, studies, and pretty much lots of stuff.By the way, Priya akka got my a box of Ferraro Rocher.OMG!! I love her lots.And missing her real badly.On the way back home, Syafiqah was damn quiet.Whatever is on your mind, Syafiqah, don't ponder over it too much.Smile more.Just like what Boy Ka says.Hehs.

I had dinner at coffee shop with mum and sister.My sister is damn tired.She had auditions for sports' day.She looks so pale.But she still can play at the playground.Which is what she's doing now.lol.It was a fruitful day.Nothing to hate.And everything to love.Muacks.I love everyone who make me so happy.You guys are the best.

[Feeling like Mahi]

Labels: Ambitions, Drama, English, Love, Maths Test, Surya, Syafiqah

Monday, 16 February 2009,19:43 | comment | 0 comment(s)

2/2 Rocks.Nuff Said.

Hello

I'm back from 3 days of camp.It was totally fun.Haha.Our class was split into two groups.Surya and Srivatsa were in my group.Our facilitator, Aaron was like damn fun.Surya, Sri and I played heart attack.lol.I know it's a childish game.Still it was fun to become a child, once again.We did field cooking, our group finished first.Woots!~

On the first night, Rohini told me an one hour story.lol.I slept like a baby.Hehs.We did a 7hour plus trekking.It was seriously tiring but we perserved on.And we found our enthu back.lol.When we got back, we had to plan for campfire.But we weren't ready.And when we made up a dance, it came up all wrong.So we decided.We went freestyle.

I danced shamelessly with Rohini.I wasn't watching any of the audience.Though we had fun.Lots of it.Damn shiok!! We slept very late cuz of spot check.In the morning, did our chores and then took class photos.I really miss camp already.

I love my class.Haha.Shall never hate it.It's going to be freaking sad, when we graduate this year.But no matter what, the fact that we were 1/2 '08 and are 2/2 '09 will never change.Ever.We're the best!! I'm getting very emotional, aye.

I'm chatting with Syafiqah at the moment.She's trying very hard to make a certain someone feel better.Good luck, darling.And I hope the person feels better.Damn.I lost weight.I feel a bit sick.lol.However, it's worth it, for the amount of fun we had this past few days.Love my 2/2.

I've got to go for tution tomorrow.I'm going late.I don't think I will be able to wake up too early.If not, I'll just end up falling asleep in class.My granny's home.She's cooking my something and wants me to eat.Fine.

I've changed my blogskin.Tag me and tell me if it's nice.I miss Priya.Ahhh.

2/2, we rock! Nuff said.

Labels: 2/2, Camp, Class, Love, Priya, Srivatsa, Surya

Friday, 13 February 2009,21:52 | comment | 0 comment(s)

I Don't Care

The past few days have been quite hard on me, and people around me.Yesterday was a half day, supposedly.But Syafiqah and I stayed back till about 12.30pm with the senior councillors and cut out leaves.Hehs.It was alright I guess.Pretty tired.Let's start with today.

Syafiqah came late.I was damn early.I completed my History homework.lol.Then during morning assembly, Rashidha's and Syafiqah's group presented.It was good, except for this black thing that was quite distracting.First period was History.My group won the mini quiz.We got mini chocolates.Haha.

Next was MT.Mrs T gave us back our short stories.I didn't do as well as she expected.But Surya's story was so hilarious and super creative.It was totally very unexpected.Trisha.lol.Recess was okay.Science was up next.We went over the inert gases and stuff.Ifah answered a questioned.Not bad.Before Mrs L came in, JJ was wandering with Rohini's phone.

I wanted to get it back for her.So, when he came my way, I just caught hold of his shorts.Guess what?! The thing ripped apart and JJ's undies were visible.Hahahahahaha!! I did apologies.Hehs.Very naughty of me, I know.Hehe...

Geography was fine.We did the experimental things.It was weird.Art was boring.I handed in my homework, anyways.Rohini was all moody moody.Finally found out why.

*Shakes Head*

I'm given the afternoon shift for Saturday.I got to rush to school after going to Lashini's.nvm.We had Sec2 camp briefing.I'm excited to go already.Hehs.Syafiqah, Rashidha, Divya, Kausalya and I went to get some lunch.And Kausalya wouldn't shut up about calling a person bapok.She keeps inviting trouble to herself.

Syafiqah talked intensely on our way back.I get how she feels though, I can't really feel it.I feel bad for her.Cuz she seems to be trying very hard.I just hope that person doesn't make it even more difficult for her.I'm sorta bored.Not much people to chat with online.Syafiqah&&Priya!!

By the way, I really want to make one thing clear.I've gone through this over and over again.But it seems like it never gets in the person's brain.I really don't care what YOU think about me.And going around, telling others bad things about me, is just so you.You'll get a dose of your own medicine one day.

Bye.

Labels: Ifah, Priya, Rohini, Surya, Syafiqah

Thursday, 5 February 2009,16:41 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Random Ramblings

Hey hey!

I'm in an exceptionally good mood at the moment.Even though, I just argued with my Vatti over the cleaniness of the house.My sis is going to her friend's birthday party in the evening.My Vatti is bringing her.Thus, my granny and I will be alone at home.Woots!~

We plan on watching TV and pig out on the Chicken she's making right now.Yes! Syafiqah is leaving for MY on Monday.She wanted to meet me at the interchange today to lend her the book.Unfortunately, I couldn't.Shucks! Tomorrow, my family and I are going to watch "Vaarnam Aayiram".I know I already watched the movie online.But due to the blurriness, I couldn't witness the beauty of Surya's six packs.Ahhh!~

I'm not particularly busy these days.However, I have to start doing my homework.I'm such a procrastinator...lol.Still, I'm busy typing.My new story is taking quite a shape.I'm super pleased with the way it had turned out.I'm having some difficulties phrasing, though.

Oooo... Did I mention that Syafiqah is getting her very first handphone very soon? Well she is.Congrats woman.13 yrs old.What maturity.It just brings tears to my eyes.What am I blabbering???

.NVM.

I got a new memory card for my handphone.2GB.lol.I had quite a rough time transferring all the songs from the computer to the new card.Yesterday, my family and I went to the library and then had seafood lunch.Hehs.It was nice, spending so much of quality time, if you know what I mean.I was looking for a screen guard for my handphone all day.Yet to find one.Haizz...

Syafiqah is going to MY for about almost 1 month.So, sometime, when I go to my cousin's in Labis, I'm going to visit her.It is quite near.She gave me the address yesterday.Haha! My mum said yes!!

I'm missing all my friends.Divya remains un-contactable.Something is wrong with her handphone, it seems.Haiyo! Recently, I read a book:"The Teenage Textbook".It's by a Singaporean author, Adrian Tan.It was so funny plus very informative.I was laughing till my entire family was staring at me, in an extremely weird manner.

Wow! This is a long post.Oh well.Tata!

Bye

Labels: Books, Divya, Family, Handphone, Library, Malaysia, Surya, Syafiqah, Vaarnam Aayiram

Saturday, 29 November 2008,11:00 | comment | 0 comment(s)