i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

help me birdies, pls?

Hmmm, I'm annoyed with sleep.Or the lack thereof.Anyways, since there was a change of timetable, some lessons repeated.And I have Science all through the week.Maths was slow and slightly painful.I've got to go and perfect the 'Data Distribution Method'.I was looking forward to MT, but Mrs T hadn't come to school.So, we just sat at the study corner and did our work.

Rashidha was suppose to lend me the book, but she disappeared.Divya lent me hers.So, I guess everything's alright now.Science, Ms N didn't come to school.I sat being 'Outcasted', as Ifah puts it, doing my work.I just like being alone.Then, Surya came over and we talked a lot.Haha, long time since I spoke to him that much.Later, found out shocking news from our fellow class comedian.But damn proud of him, cuz he's going to tell her.LOL.

CEP, we had to do an ad for career guidance.Our group did "Forensic Pathologist".CSI thingy, if you don't know what I mean...

Okay, I must be honest.My heart is aching.And I'm confused more than ever.But I trust my intuition/instincts aka gut feeling.It tells me to just do nothing and wait.It sucks, cuz I feel it everytime I look into your eyes.I need birdies' help.Please.

Now I've got to do my homework.Loads of it.Tomorrow's Friday.The weekend is coming.God, I'm tired and I can taste my joy when I'm sleeping in.HAHA!

Labels: Divya, Hurt, Ifah, Rashidha, Tired, weekend

Thursday, 2 July 2009,17:04 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Nee Kobapattal...

Hello

Gosh, I'm in a pretty good mood.lol.Let's rewind and visit the whole day.

Day started with me going to school earlier than usual.Mum sent me before heading to work.First period was History.But Ms Yeo didn't come to school.So, we did a worksheet.Divya's teacher also wasn't around.She came into my class for a while.Later, Surya and I blast the music from my hp and sang to "Nee Kobapattal...".

MT was quite okay.Our entire class was damn solemn.Mrs T kept asking us what was wrong.Really don't know.Then recess was alrights.Made my way to Science.We had lab lesson.We handled elements.Ms N was quite pissed off with people who didn't bring their books.Lucky I brought.Hehs.

Geography was little stormy.I got told off for not completing a question, with the rest of my classmates.We did some games on Geography and then did our filing.Whilst my teacher was scolding someone, I quickly wrote out an english poem for the "Let's Talk" session.Art was boring.Argh.I had lunch wit Syafiqah and Kausalya.Rashidha and Divya weren't around.Sad.

I had English supp.My group was the only group that was ready for presenting.I read out my poem.Everyone thought it was nice, having been written by me.lol.Thank you, people.Hehs.After that, left for home with Ifah.I listened to my favourite songs at the moment.I'm loving my life, just the way it is.Long update for a weekday.Byes.

[Smothered, simply smothered]

Labels: English, Ifah, MT, Presentation, Surya, Syafiqah

Thursday, 19 February 2009,15:55 | comment | 0 comment(s)

A Diva Is A Female Version Of A Hustler

Hello.

I'm super tired from dance practice.But not tired enough to stay away from the computer.lol.Still, I have a couple of painful blisters on my feet.I'm chatting with Syafiqah at the moment.She recommanded me this hindi song.I'm watching it on Youtube.Very nice.

Today was weird.One way more than the others.Firstly, Mrs T didn't come to school.So MT was like free period.Quite odd, and we were just lazing around with a worksheet in hand.Argh.Science was as interesting as ever.I shall never hate Science.My lovey.Hehs.Recess run was quite fast.Cuz we ran pretty fast.I got to English in time.

Hmmm... English lesson.We got back our common test results.Cheryl, Mariyah and I were top in class.With a solid A1.Beautiful, ain't it? lol.Though Mariyah's was the best.The story was like a private section of her life.It was simple yet darn deep.I loved it.Haha.

Maths was irk.The news I got totally crap-ed my happiness of English.By the way, I was standing outside with Rohini and Ifah.Then Mrs K came by.I like bullying her.So I shouted, I can see your cleavage.You won't believe what happened.Ms C walked past.My English teacher.Ahhhh! It was so embarassing.I turned to the colour of beetroot.Hahahaha!!

Mrs L is the best.She gave us pizza treat seyy.Haha.I only ate two slices.Then rushed to dance.So vigorous.Like always.But enjoyed it nevertheless.Took the bus home with Syafiqah.I love Syafiqah&&Priya lots.Everyone do know that.Witness my love eh.Hehs.I'm going mad.But in a good sense.

Maybe I should change my blogskin.What do you people think? Do tag&&tell me.

[ A Diva Is A Female Version Of A Hustler ]

Labels: Dance, English, Ifah, Love, Priya, Rohini, Syafiqah

Friday, 6 February 2009,20:47 | comment | 0 comment(s)

I Don't Care

The past few days have been quite hard on me, and people around me.Yesterday was a half day, supposedly.But Syafiqah and I stayed back till about 12.30pm with the senior councillors and cut out leaves.Hehs.It was alright I guess.Pretty tired.Let's start with today.

Syafiqah came late.I was damn early.I completed my History homework.lol.Then during morning assembly, Rashidha's and Syafiqah's group presented.It was good, except for this black thing that was quite distracting.First period was History.My group won the mini quiz.We got mini chocolates.Haha.

Next was MT.Mrs T gave us back our short stories.I didn't do as well as she expected.But Surya's story was so hilarious and super creative.It was totally very unexpected.Trisha.lol.Recess was okay.Science was up next.We went over the inert gases and stuff.Ifah answered a questioned.Not bad.Before Mrs L came in, JJ was wandering with Rohini's phone.

I wanted to get it back for her.So, when he came my way, I just caught hold of his shorts.Guess what?! The thing ripped apart and JJ's undies were visible.Hahahahahaha!! I did apologies.Hehs.Very naughty of me, I know.Hehe...

Geography was fine.We did the experimental things.It was weird.Art was boring.I handed in my homework, anyways.Rohini was all moody moody.Finally found out why.

*Shakes Head*

I'm given the afternoon shift for Saturday.I got to rush to school after going to Lashini's.nvm.We had Sec2 camp briefing.I'm excited to go already.Hehs.Syafiqah, Rashidha, Divya, Kausalya and I went to get some lunch.And Kausalya wouldn't shut up about calling a person bapok.She keeps inviting trouble to herself.

Syafiqah talked intensely on our way back.I get how she feels though, I can't really feel it.I feel bad for her.Cuz she seems to be trying very hard.I just hope that person doesn't make it even more difficult for her.I'm sorta bored.Not much people to chat with online.Syafiqah&&Priya!!

By the way, I really want to make one thing clear.I've gone through this over and over again.But it seems like it never gets in the person's brain.I really don't care what YOU think about me.And going around, telling others bad things about me, is just so you.You'll get a dose of your own medicine one day.

Bye.

Labels: Ifah, Priya, Rohini, Surya, Syafiqah

Thursday, 5 February 2009,16:41 | comment | 0 comment(s)