i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

Over & Out ;

This week has been awesome.

The outing with my guys: Krish, Haris and Namirah was, well, there's no words to describe how it felt.

I loved every single minute of it.And I miss them, a hell lot, I do.

I've not much to say, other than that.

I'm loving my solidarity confinement I've got myself in.

Of cuz, my family's always with me.

Small happiness.

I've watched New Moon twice, already.

Definitely, better than the previous movie.

Labels: Haris, Krish, Mira, Outing

Thursday, 10 December 2009,17:12 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Can't Wait ;

Hellooooo...!!

Yesterday was damn fun.lol.So many things happened.Okay, let's start from the top.

I woke up early.Mum and Sis left for school.So I was alone at home.Thus, started to get ready whilst watching, 90210.Left home and took 188 to VivoCity.It was a real long bus ride.But enjoyed it.Cuz it was raining and music was like, well, music to my ears.Haha.

Met Dance seniors at the skypark.We ordered pizza.Then, played twister and attempted at pushing each other into the pool.Hehs.It was quite fun.I couldn't stay longer, as I had to meet Biri Akka.Only then, did the real awesomeness of the day start.I love her very very much.lol.Firstly, we stopped by Starbucks and got some caffeine into our bloodstream.Hehs.Then, we walked to lots of clothing shops.Let me type the ones I remember.Hehs.

We went to:

Tangs, Zara, Forever 21, TopShop, Mango, Addidas etc etc

There were many many more.lol.We tried on clothes.Okay, I only tried one cuz I was too lazy to keep changing.Haha.Biri bought a pair of damn cool jeans, a nice white top and a yellow one for her mum.Whereas, I didn't buy anything.Cuz I was short of cash :P

In the end, she took the bus home while I took the taxi to meet the family at Rex Theatre.We were going to watch a movie.Aiyo.My family came half an hour late.So we bought tickets for the 9pm show.lol.We had dinner and bought DVDs.Yay! The show we went for was, " Kandaen Kadhalai ".It's a tamil film.Damn funny.Everyone watching the film, was roaring with laughter.HAHA!

The movie was worth watching.Now, I'm addicted to the songs.Hehs.

Oh and a few pictures I took on the day, I have posted on facebook.Do see and must comment.lol.

It was an enjoyable day.I loved it.

Today, I've been just lazing around.Watched Adhavan.Woots.

What I can't really wait for is, the 5 In Unison's Outing;

Labels: 5 in Unison, Biri, Dance, Family, Happy, Movie, Outing, Shopping

Thursday, 3 December 2009,15:58 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Vibes;

I was kinda planning to do an one line post.However, Rosma baby has changed my mind.So here goes.

I'm about to embark on a ruthless journey of cleaning my room in an hour or so.It's like a pig sty.And in my defense, I'd like to say the only reason my room's messy is cuz it's filled with books since I was seven.There.What a convincing case I've made.Hehs.I'm doing this, so I can earn an opportunity to go out.Whatever it is, I've got to clean it sometime in November; Why not now?

Anyways, I think I might be up all night.That's how messy the room is.But it will be fun, I guess.

By the way, I've gained the intestinal fortitude aka guts, to accept even the most indigestable truth.Cuz in the end, that's life.Life's all about being given you completely can't work with and proving how you can.Yeah, something like that, I guess.

On a much more personal note, I'm annoyed with myself right now.I've gone and pissed off someone.Someone who's made me feel better whenever I've been down.What's wrong with me?! Argh.

Other than that, everything is drama-less at the moment.Whether this is fortunate or unfortunate, I'm still indecisive about.But I'm sure before my mind is cleared, it will all start again.Oh well.Hehs.Anyways, guess that mostly makes who I am.Reading this book called Vibes.Quite good.Seeing as how I've managed to read it three times, already.

I've been browsing through all of Travis McCoy's videos.Damn.I love the way his voice sounds.Seductive.

I'm grinning in unconcealed awe.

Now, I've got to go and fuel myself as I'm about to face my room, which can be subversive.Honest.

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town;

Labels: Changes, Cleaning, Outing, Rosma, Things, Travis McCoy

Friday, 13 November 2009,20:55 | comment | 0 comment(s)

p.s. i love you

I've stopped trying to define life, anymore.

It's so funny at times, I have no idea what words to use anymore.One moment, everything can be horribly wrong.And the next, I'd be the happiest in the world.If that's not weird, I don't know what is.

Anyways, today had my EOY MT papers.It was quite enjoyable, actually.I can't wait for the results, already.Went outing with Divya, Venkat, Shafiq, Nila, Maisarah and Amir.Quite fun.They're a bunch of damn hyper people.We ate at Bagus.Divya and I didn't even eat properly.Then, walked around and chatted.I think we were real noisy and all.lol.Venkat had better sent my girlf safely back home.Hehs.

After returning home, took a nap.Just woke up.

Needed to talk to someone; Just did.It's nice to have someone tell you things about yourself.Ones you weren't that aware of.Life's a bomb ;)

Labels: Divya, Exams, Love, MT, Outing, Shafiq, Venkat

Friday, 2 October 2009,20:58 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Originality&&Individuality, Not Conformity

Adios, sanity.It has long gone; Flown away; Something like that.I realise I'm crapping.But really, I have no other choice.

Today was the national day celebration at school.Like most of the people at school, I too was wearing red.lol.Bought it at Lot 1, last night.The 2 hours was kinda boring.I spent most of it, reading a book.Hehs.That's me, to you.Anyways, the prize presentation for MT was slightly funny.I invited Surya to come along for Lunch.Too bad, he couldn't.

The gang, Venkat and I made our way to IMM.I think Venkat was slightly pissed that Shafiq didn't follow.We ate at Burger's King.Then, roamed around in Mini Toons.Thing is, Mini Toons is like my personally made hell.The various rainbow colours and fluffy toys just threw me off.I wanted to puke.But restrained.

Venkat made fun about my dancing, the world shaking and me walking on shops' roofs.Weird but entertaining, in any case.I was pissed, thus took the taxi home.I couldn't read a person's expression and that made me more cranky.I slept and had an absolutely vivid dream.Hmmm... Accompanied mum to the shop.She knows my secret.lol.Everyone came over to celebrate cousin's birthday.Haha.It was fun, especially when I got to decorate her face with cake!

Back to current life situation.I'm still pissed.With my feelings.It's gnawing at me, and I'm sure it's growing too.I can't stop it.Cuz, I can't help it.I like it.Haiz.

For the day:

" Nothing compares

To th moment you smile

When you laugh

It makes a crinkle

All th way to your eyes

A vague moment

You catch my eye

And I wonder

If you'll ever make me cry

I don't want to be th girl who died for you

I don't want you to die for me

I want to be th girl

That lived with you a single moment

And never asked for anything

As I died

With just that one happy memory "

-Priyaa Nedunzeliyan ©

I'm confused and guilty.Guilty for something I didn't do wrong.Guilty cuz I just care too much.Guilty, cuz I think it's wrong to think of myself.I've brought this upon myself.I don't regret.I'll live through this.And wake up to another day.Just that.It sucks when th people you thought would understand your feelings and yourself, misunderstands you th most, noticing th least.

Thanks Mum, Bro && Rohini.

P.S. I can't make it smaller cuz you won't able to read.

Labels: Confused, Friends, Outing, Poems

Friday, 7 August 2009,21:34 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Parading Sentiments

Hello world.It's very difficult to explain my current mood.Half-hyper and half-emo.What a great combination.Anyway, first off, today's a hot babe's 14th birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHARMAINE!

And then, secondly, I only slept at 4am this morning.And got up 1hr later.Haha, so am mentally unstable.When I stepped into class, found everyone busily studying for Science CT.I did the same too.Kwok Ying, Srivatsa, Rohini and I tested each other.

Nothing interesting happened, except for Mrs L who constantly made odd comments and weird noises.Haha.I was supposed to take the MRT with Syafiqah but the plan changed last minute.Later, I might going to Lot 1 with the family.Important mission.lol.Oooh, a bit more of Harper's Island logic:(Sorry I can't resist)

I know I was itching to know the ending of the show.But now that it is over, I miss it already.Seriously.I mean, yes, I miss my favourite characters and the whole mystery element in my Sunday nights.Haha.Still, life must go on.But I don't think I'll stop talking/thinking about Harper's Island.Actually, putting the whole murdering aspect of the show aside, I learnt lots of things from it.About Friendship, Love, Trust, Wedding venues.Haha, the last one seriously I mean it.Rohini, why don't you have it in KUSU Island/Sentosa Island? LOL.Just joking...

Hmmm... Parading our sentiments? Lots of people around me have started to do that.And it isn't like the made up ones.It's real, raw emotions and they're quite sentimental.Even though I'm feeling incredibly sleepy and grouchier(sp?) by the second, I feel I haven't written as much.Odd.Very odd.

A few more lines, in this weird small font...

Sometimes, giving in to our loved ones

Isn't losing at all

And giving in is different from giving up

My mind is made up

Love is, indeed, crap

Maybe I'll change my mind

But for now it shall remain thus

`PRYIEE falls into th fire and sleeps in a heap of ashes;

Eccentric or what?

Labels: Birthdays, Outing, Rohini, Syafiqah

Wednesday, 15 July 2009,14:51 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Cruising

The dreary surroundings say hello.
As usual, my irregular, not to mention, unhealthy, sleeping habits are eating into my moods.
Haha; What a nutcase I am.
Yesterday, cruised around Orchard.
The family and I stopped at Starbucks.
I love that place; Coffee worth living for ;)
I bought an Iced White Chocolate Frappucino.
Enjoyed it plenty, thank you very much.
While sitting out and talking, spotted Paul Twohill.
Hehs; The rest of my family didn't see properly; LOL.
I wandered inside Wheelock Place too.
Ooooh, I love Borders.
Just rows&rows&rows of BOOKS!!
After midnight, we went to Ayer Rajah Food Centre to eat.
I love Singapore food, WEEE!!...
Darn hyper and heezazzed ( If that's a word... )
Now, about to go to the library to do some hardcore studying.
Then, also going to Little India to get a new suit.
And for the first time, I want white.
"But all I can remember is the colour of your eyes
And the way you make me smile"

Tags Replied:

DEANNA ; priyaa ! (: where did you return my book uh . ?
Replied in your tagboard, babe.
feat. thanks yo
My pleasure, darl.
charmaine aww.. you`re so soo soo sweet uhs darlin . Don`t make me suffer from diabetes mwuaaahh ! , :]
Haha, you're missed know know!!

Labels: Family, Food, Holidays, Orchard, Outing

Thursday, 18 June 2009,10:34 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Happy Happy

HAPPY HAPPY

Okay.I'm sorry.

It was a seriously weird post by me yesterday.Just was feeling quite under the weather, and couldn't help say it out loud.But now feeling all better.Cuz spoke to Haris about it.Thanks dude.

I've decided to continue writing my story.Actually, I've continued writing it anyway.It has taken twist.Woots!

Anyways, I got many reasons why I should be happy.

No.1: I've finished reading the two books!

No.2: I've got my flow back.

No.3: I'm going out with my friends!

Ahhh! I can't wait for the outing.It's so close yet so far away.Syafiqah hasn't been online when I am.I want to talk to her.And I miss her loads.Gosh! Sometimes, holidays can be a pain.A serious pain!

Haizz... This holiday is very unlike others.I'm more keen on getting back to school than stay in bed.Is that normal? I think not.But I guess, lots of people are feeling the same way.Woots! Syafiqah is online!

Bye

Labels: Holidays, Outing, Syafiqah

Saturday, 1 November 2008,13:23 | comment | 0 comment(s)