i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

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The week has flown past, swiftly.

I went to VivoCity with cousins.Damn fun.Suria anna, we all played a trick on Rishi.We put salt in his tea and he drank it.lol.Then, I burped at the male waiter.I was embarasses to the max but couldn't stop laughing.Hehs.I went on board a ship for a book sale.Hehs.Ahh.Then, yesterday went to Lido to watch 'Avatar'.Again with the same gang.The sound effects and music compositions were awesome.Haha.For the first time, went to Borders, and didn't buy anything.My heart was pained.Heh.Akka is coming back.Next week is loaded with dance practices.And Bro is still MIA.At least, on msn, I'm guessing.

Labels: Cousins, Happy, Movie

Thursday, 24 December 2009,14:43 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Can't Wait ;

Hellooooo...!!

Yesterday was damn fun.lol.So many things happened.Okay, let's start from the top.

I woke up early.Mum and Sis left for school.So I was alone at home.Thus, started to get ready whilst watching, 90210.Left home and took 188 to VivoCity.It was a real long bus ride.But enjoyed it.Cuz it was raining and music was like, well, music to my ears.Haha.

Met Dance seniors at the skypark.We ordered pizza.Then, played twister and attempted at pushing each other into the pool.Hehs.It was quite fun.I couldn't stay longer, as I had to meet Biri Akka.Only then, did the real awesomeness of the day start.I love her very very much.lol.Firstly, we stopped by Starbucks and got some caffeine into our bloodstream.Hehs.Then, we walked to lots of clothing shops.Let me type the ones I remember.Hehs.

We went to:

Tangs, Zara, Forever 21, TopShop, Mango, Addidas etc etc

There were many many more.lol.We tried on clothes.Okay, I only tried one cuz I was too lazy to keep changing.Haha.Biri bought a pair of damn cool jeans, a nice white top and a yellow one for her mum.Whereas, I didn't buy anything.Cuz I was short of cash :P

In the end, she took the bus home while I took the taxi to meet the family at Rex Theatre.We were going to watch a movie.Aiyo.My family came half an hour late.So we bought tickets for the 9pm show.lol.We had dinner and bought DVDs.Yay! The show we went for was, " Kandaen Kadhalai ".It's a tamil film.Damn funny.Everyone watching the film, was roaring with laughter.HAHA!

The movie was worth watching.Now, I'm addicted to the songs.Hehs.

Oh and a few pictures I took on the day, I have posted on facebook.Do see and must comment.lol.

It was an enjoyable day.I loved it.

Today, I've been just lazing around.Watched Adhavan.Woots.

What I can't really wait for is, the 5 In Unison's Outing;

Labels: 5 in Unison, Biri, Dance, Family, Happy, Movie, Outing, Shopping

Thursday, 3 December 2009,15:58 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Confessions;

Sometimes, you don't need to like the things you do.Like love; it's inevitable.And totally unplanned and we sometimes don't want to admit it due to some ego/used-to-be hurt problems.Okay, not we, but I.Oh well.

I watched 'Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince' yesterday night.The whole theatre was filled up.About the film, even though some scenes were fictionalised and it didn't show some important parts, I thought overall it was quite okay.It exceeded my expectations.And Haris, don't say my expectations are low kay.LOL.And I thought the acting was done damn well by everyone.Snape, Draco, Hermoine.I can't stop laughing for this line.

"My Won Won!"-Lavendar Brown

HAHA!

I'm addicted to one song.Not cuz of the meaning or the tune.Just that I feel I can relate.Hmmm... This is really odd.I don't know what to say.And I felt like crying last night.I felt so helpless.Cuz you know, these words, are ones I don't think I'll ever be able to say.I hope I will one day, though.I didn't want to attend school.The only reason I went was due to that Blueberry Cupcake.Hehs.

I've never taken this long to compose one entry.But guess there's always a first time for everything.I don't know exactly how to explain this.However this is how I feel:

"Th one word on my lips

On my mind

Filled every part of my body

And soul

It's your name

I might not know you

Everything or anything

But those eyes

And everything you feel behind them

I see

Feel

And understand it

Th sun has set

I hope I'll get through this night"

It's not an emo post or an emo phase.I just feel this way.And I don't want to fake my feelings.Yet I don't want to share it with anyone else, cuz it's so hard to understand.Why? Why? Why? The confusions sets in, and I know like everytime before, I'm going to face it alone.

It's a damn cold night.

Silence is much appreciated;

This cold night;

Can I please keep my heart for myself?

`PRYIEE loves her 16072009 post, poem;

Labels: Confused, Happy, Love, Mood, Movie

Friday, 17 July 2009,21:27 | comment | 0 comment(s)

harry potter

Hello.I won't be apologising for my previous post.It's normal and my thoughts I'm free to share.

Anyways, they're putting Harry Potter on Channel 5.Yes yes, I'm a Harry Potter Fanatic.But somehow I can wait for the sixth movie to come out.As much as I enjoy the movie, even more Mr Radcliffe, Mr Grinnt, Mr Felton etc; I prefer the book more.I like having my own imagination.However overactive it can be.

Hmmm... I'd like to mention, if not only dream and appreciate, the extremely hot guys in these Harry Potter films.I'm not cheap or low cuz "Beauty ought to be appreciated".And Males/Guys/Boys/Men are a fine thang.Haha.Yes yes, now where was I?

Oh yes, Harry Potter.They're very good actors, not to forget their awesome Brit accents.LOL.I really wanted to upload pictures of them.However, the server ain't working right.So, maybe another time.Plus, tomorrow is Harper's Island's finale!! ;-)

"Who are you and what have you done with Hermoine?!"- Ron Weasley in Harry Potter 5

` PRYIEE thinks of dreamy smiles whenever I think of you

Labels: Harry Potter, Men, Movie

Saturday, 11 July 2009,21:22 | comment | 0 comment(s)

promises

It still feels like the holidays.The pressure hasn't started... Yet.However, the homework load has already begun.Yesterday, had a great time with my family.I finally watched Slumdog Millionaire.Yes, it was admirably directed.Mum and sister fell asleep halfway through.Haha!Those are the moments I wish I could freeze and visit whenever I want.Tough luck, eh? Today, the timetable was a little more forgiving.

We had IT, which wasn't as fun as it had been with Mdm Sri.Haiz.Maths was simple and understandable.Science; we touched on a new topic.Common Test was sorta hard.I ended up writing an essay about the greats of Kopitiam.Haha! I'm eager to know my results, already.Then, took the bus with Syafiqah.Venkat and Shafiq were in for different reasons. ;-)

Know what sleep deprivation is? Well, it's the lack of sleep.Something I have been suffering for quite some time.Really, I feel so tired during the day.It takes me everything to not fall off and get some sleep.

And I'm going to try my best and be that strong person you believe in okays, girlfriend? I promise.A promise to myself too.Yet, I don't worry cuz everything's gonna be alright.Ily.

Labels: Family, Happy, Movie, Syafiqah, Venkat

Wednesday, 1 July 2009,17:35 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Jodhaa Akbar

{ apparently, th most expensive car.i can't rmbr th number of 0's, really.LOL }

Curtesy of birdie No.1

Today, I woke up, feeling sleepy and all.Oooh, and I watched the epic love story, "Jodhaa Akbar".Yes, it was romantic and all.But honestly, I was watching it for Hritik Roshan(sp?).Simply no words to describe his God given talent to make millions of women melt, on the spot.Hehs.But yeah, it was a kinda interesting love story.LOL.

Oh God, school is on Monday.Rashidha and I, we're going to party right in the morning, aren't we? Haha.I missh her, lots.And I can't wait to watch the movie "Casanova" starring the late Heath Ledger.Sad, how all the good people die young.My head hurts, badly.Thanks, Priya for making me feel better.Plus, maybe one day, I'll find my own Akbar, yeah.Haha.

And I'll love you always, no matter what.You gave me life; For that I'm grateful eternally.

It's the middle of the night, and I'm blogging.Let's wonder together, exactly what I'm doing up so later.Ahh, I was planning.Shceming how I would complete all my homework.Hehs.What can I say? A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do.LOL.I'm chatting with one of the birdies.I like the lovebirds; They're a comforting living fact to true love.Irony is beyond me, these days.So, I ain't joking, seriously.

I must say, though.Once again, I'm filling this pages with my random ramblings.See.The phrase itself is ugh.LOL.Oooh, I watched Casanova and am quite satisified.I like this olden days themed movies/books.The chivlary and all is so literature-like.Like reading out of a book.I find myself, thinking more and more about Monday.God, my stomach is upset.Literally.Just imagine all those people.I mean, the ones who are displeased everytime they lay eyes on me.HAHA.Tough luck, I'm going to be there long long time.Sanity off the edge.WOOTS!~

Labels: Hindi, Love, Movie, Priya, Rashidha

Saturday, 27 June 2009,21:33 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Out&&About

Hello world!
Today it's the start of a great holiday.
I can already see all the awesome things I'm going to do.
Haha; Still got lots of work also.
My schedule is filled with tests, classes, dance practices and more.
But I think I'll find a way around all of it.
I love my mum; She bought us DeliFrance breakfast.
LOL; Damn delicious.
And and, I'm going to reply all tags through my posts.
Things I learn from bloghopping; LOL.
Anyways, I've got to study soon.
So, I'm ready with a cup of Mocha.
I made myself one you know... Mmmm...
LOL; I love the smell of coffee.
Later, going out with cousins and my family to catch a movie.
Hope I seat beside someone who smells nice; Just like the last time.
Hahaha!

Tags replied:
Biriyangga ,: LOL , i told you naresh iyer is hot and cute ! ahhhh , he's such a hotstuff.
LOL, okay okay.Now, agreed already.
devil: hey eh, tagged. bt then, sowi fr so late 1..tehees
Yeah yeah, LOL.You promised long long time ago.nvms.
Clara: Hello tagged nice blog !
Thks babe, muacks.
khairinakhalid(::): heyys babe,,,
Hello!! Ily&&Don't stress stress kan.
Syafiqah[= : heyyos ! RELINK .RELINK . (;
Relinked already la dey.Hahas, thks for dropping by.
Biriyangga , : SAY HI SAY HI xD i love you .
HiHi, LOL.I love you too.Must go out together soon.
rosma.: heyy, sorry i cant reply ur text. I'll talk to you as soon as i top up kay(:
Is okay, baby.Rmbr we shall always tele communicate.
feat.: oh yah, i thought it was you. haha, hello there you. lol
Haha, hello to you too.Chill and Just go with th flow ;)

Labels: Holidays, Movie, Study

Monday, 1 June 2009,13:31 | comment | 0 comment(s)

my happiness

[ i thought i'll never let go, but i guess it's time; grow up ]

Hello

Today was freaking awesome! Haha.

I woke up, feeling super groggy.Mum had bought breakfast.After eating I was just lazing around.My granny wanted me to buy her something.So, my sister and I took a shower and went out.First we went to the library.Then, took the bus to Jurong East.It was raining so damn heavily.There were trees that had been broken on the road.Which blocked the bus we took.

My sister and I were soaking wet by the time we got back.And then I watched this old Tamil movie.I've a sudden interest in all the old movies.They're very nice and darn meaningful.And the songs... Ahhh.Just plain poetic.Hehs.I'm reading a new book right now.Haha.It's about a Punjabi guy and his struggles as he tries to change his family's too traditional beliefs.

HAHAHAHAHA!!

My happiness can find no boundaries.Not now.Not tomorrow.Not ever!!

Woots!~

[ you're my silver lining in this clouded world ]

Labels: Friendship, Happiness, Love, Movie, Songs

Sunday, 15 March 2009,21:35 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Happy Birthday Krish!

I feel much much better.I'm no more messed up.Was never.I was just a little confused with the given situation.But now I know exactly what to do.A little help from mum, Priya, Syafiqah and the visit to the temple.Thank you people!!

I think I'm beginning to sound and feel like myself again.Life's is great.I wonder why I was complaining... Anyway, I got all the songs from the new movie, "Varnam Ayiram".They are all so freaking addictive.lol.Harshvini is staying over at my place.Soon, we are going out to watch "Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa".I still remember the part 1 I watched.

We watched with all my cousins.And then we went to eat at the coffee shop.Where my cousin brother, Suria made me eat pig tongue, without telling me.I thought it was chicken.Yuck!! It was May 2005.Good times, Good times...

I love my family.I love my friends.I love my belongings.I love my teachers.I love everything.I'm so lucky to have all these people/things.Yet, why do I complain regularly?? After all, I guess I'm just human... lol...

I'm reading the final book of the Twilight Saga.Breaking Dawn.Of all books, I find this the most humor-filled and intellectual.I like it.Haha! In the process, through half the book.It's an insult to me, cuz I already started yesterday.Should be finished by now.Unfortunately, cuz I have got company, mum wants me to put my book down.Hehe... Alas, all for the best.

You have no idea how happy I am.Blissful. =]

Labels: Birthdays, Holidays, Madagascar, Movie, Mum, Priya, Syafiqah

Wednesday, 19 November 2008,14:45 | comment | 0 comment(s)