i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

Doing My Best

It's the lovebirds' 1st year anniversay.Honestly, I think I'm more excited than the two of them.lol.I was jumping in my seat up and down, like I was having a sugar rush.Which I was, in any case.Hehs.I'm about to study.Hmmm, till about 1800hrs.Then, free time.I might be watching 'Blood Diamond'.After than, will call a friend up and crap till it's time to sleep.Haha.

I seriously need chocolate.I need to go buy some afterwards.I'm changing; Am not sure exactly how.But I realise the symptoms from my outlook on life and a whole other stuff.Plus, my need for chocolate and hyperness have increased.It's odd since I've never been such a chocolate person, before.Oh well.Everything's for the best.

Chatting with Priya Akka and getting her advice on the matter at hand.I'm going crazy.History seems to repeat itself again and again.However, I've learnt my lesson and I know what to do now.A friend called and friend was down.I'm trying my best.I really am.I just hope it's enough.

By the way, do read the poem for the lovebirds, below =]

Labels: Changes, chocolates, Friends, lovebirds, Poems, Priya, Study

Sunday, 30 August 2009,13:46 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Gone with th wind

Studying is weird, when done on the computer.

Hellooo, lol.Bro is teaching me Science.Actually, more than I need to know.But oh well, I'm not going to refuse extra information.Who knows? It might come handy, sometime.Hehs.Charmaine is our constant distract-er.lol.

I went to NTUC in the morning to shop for provisions.Family and I had breakfast out too.My granny so cute.Haha, I love her a lot.

And cuz of the exams, I think I really have to cut my time on the computer.It's so sad.Cuz I'd really miss blogging.And chatting with my loved ones.However, it's a sacrifice I must make.And when I get my results back, I'm sure it would be worth it.Maybe I'll come on once and a while.But that's it.Haiz.

I watched 'Siva Mansula Sakthi' just now.Quite nice.Hehs.I was just waiting for the song.Bro and Sis in law are full of crap.Seriously.Incorrigible, I tell you.INCORRIGIBLE! Make their mother cry...!! Two Gundus.

I'm just lol-ing around.But really, I've become grumpy and crappy cuz of all this studying.I must learn to be nicer to everyone around me, especially my dear sister.

Now I've got to go and study :D

Oru Kal Oru Kanndi;

Udaiyamal mothikondal Kaadhal;

Labels: Exams, Love, Study, Weird

Sunday, 23 August 2009,13:55 | comment | 0 comment(s)

fake promises

Good morning y'all.It's like 8 in the morning.Most Commonwealthians, if not all, have to log in by 0830hrs and we're studying via the internet.Of cuz it sounds insanely cool.But I just can't imagine myself staring in front of the computer for 5hours plus.God.Anyway, it also means everyone's going to be online.So yay! LOL.

I didn't go to school yesterday too.I slept most part of it.Only at about 9pm went to NTUC with the family, to stock up the provisions.Now, I'm just waiting whilst eating oatmeal and drinking blood orange juice.Mmmm... Maybe I'll update more later.If not, then this is it.

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Fine, I'm here for some serious blogging.I'm extremely pissed with one person.No, make that a few.But of cuz, for various, damn colourful reasons! Sometimes, I wonder why I make the mistake of trusting people, again and again and again! And agitated isn't even going to cover it.As much as I would like to say I'm angry, I'm actually really disappointed.Real disappointed and darn annoyed.

I really would like to say it's my fault not yours.But no, it is your fault! No one else's.Not even his.Yours and yours only.I'm disappointed cuz I thought you might have learnt your mistakes, but no.You're just full of sorrys.Just full of your sorrys.I thought maybe this time things would be better.I was wrong.

We'll never be the same ever again.Together.

And you hurt him so badly, it hurts to even see him, always suffering.

I hope you'll learn out of your ways, from now on at least.

Please make no more fake promises.

`PRYIEE will watch him suffer, see her cry && think of you;

Labels: Family, School, Sorry, Study

Friday, 10 July 2009,07:49 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Out&&About

Hello world!
Today it's the start of a great holiday.
I can already see all the awesome things I'm going to do.
Haha; Still got lots of work also.
My schedule is filled with tests, classes, dance practices and more.
But I think I'll find a way around all of it.
I love my mum; She bought us DeliFrance breakfast.
LOL; Damn delicious.
And and, I'm going to reply all tags through my posts.
Things I learn from bloghopping; LOL.
Anyways, I've got to study soon.
So, I'm ready with a cup of Mocha.
I made myself one you know... Mmmm...
LOL; I love the smell of coffee.
Later, going out with cousins and my family to catch a movie.
Hope I seat beside someone who smells nice; Just like the last time.
Hahaha!

Tags replied:
Biriyangga ,: LOL , i told you naresh iyer is hot and cute ! ahhhh , he's such a hotstuff.
LOL, okay okay.Now, agreed already.
devil: hey eh, tagged. bt then, sowi fr so late 1..tehees
Yeah yeah, LOL.You promised long long time ago.nvms.
Clara: Hello tagged nice blog !
Thks babe, muacks.
khairinakhalid(::): heyys babe,,,
Hello!! Ily&&Don't stress stress kan.
Syafiqah[= : heyyos ! RELINK .RELINK . (;
Relinked already la dey.Hahas, thks for dropping by.
Biriyangga , : SAY HI SAY HI xD i love you .
HiHi, LOL.I love you too.Must go out together soon.
rosma.: heyy, sorry i cant reply ur text. I'll talk to you as soon as i top up kay(:
Is okay, baby.Rmbr we shall always tele communicate.
feat.: oh yah, i thought it was you. haha, hello there you. lol
Haha, hello to you too.Chill and Just go with th flow ;)

Labels: Holidays, Movie, Study

Monday, 1 June 2009,13:31 | comment | 0 comment(s)