What's on my mind:
" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "
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Th name's Priyaa.
Get that right, it's with double A's.
An aspiring singer, lawyer, author, lyricist.
I'm defiant, in-your-face and have a don't-mess-with attitude.
But I also am friendly, less than perfect and can take part in adult-like conversations.
Recently I've developed a sardonic humor but I promise to keep my normal funny.
I love my family dearly.
I share my life with countless people who love me and I love them too.
I'm very complex, don't try to figure me out.
An irregular teenager with an overactive imagination, who has a slight eccentric disposition.
I'm a fighter who makes her peace with God.
salus invenitur
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My People
Priya, All hail th sisterly love
Syafiqah, Pretty Lady
Himanshu, No doubt th devil
Haris, Th Dude
Mira, 4eva My Girlf
Rosma Baby
Khairina, My Purple Darling
Fitri e Dancer
mrye Baby
Roh, loud speaker alert
Hazzie, th Sarcasm Mistress
Nila, th musician
Maisarah, th Drama Mama
Karthika, My Cookie Supplier
Uma, Fellow Dramakie
Athirah, Smile-ly Always
Jeidy, Th Fashionist
YingYan, Th Hyper
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This Ain't Th First Time
I'm damn happy now. Maybe even the happiest person in the face of this Earth, right now.lol.Lots of reasons.Let me state them all.Firstly, I got to know my Science Test score.I got a distinction a.k.a. an A2.Which is a big deal for me, since I failed the very first one.Then had another conversation with Akka and Mahen, yesterday.Damn funny.We sang to each other.Haha. Hmmm, any other reason? Not really.I'm just being a very happy person right now.I've got that wonderful bubble feeling inside of me.It's nice.A good change.Feeling poetic.So here I go. This ain't th first time But I know it's going to be a little diferent Cuz there's no doubt about th fact That there isn't anyone else like you It's unexplainable Sometimes painful at night But you leave me breathless in joy When your lips pull into a smile I ain't gonna live for you I ain't gonna live cuz of you I'm gonna live with you By the way, listen to the song: Take You Down- Chris Brown.It's nice, suits what I'm feeling right now.Might seem ridiculous.But I'm finding it hard to get over the fact that you're a ficitonal character, Jacob Black. Labels: Biri, Happy, Jacob Black, Mahen, Poems
Monday, 21 September 2009,14:00 |
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Doing My Best
It's the lovebirds' 1st year anniversay.Honestly, I think I'm more excited than the two of them.lol.I was jumping in my seat up and down, like I was having a sugar rush.Which I was, in any case.Hehs.I'm about to study.Hmmm, till about 1800hrs.Then, free time.I might be watching 'Blood Diamond'.After than, will call a friend up and crap till it's time to sleep.Haha. I seriously need chocolate.I need to go buy some afterwards.I'm changing; Am not sure exactly how.But I realise the symptoms from my outlook on life and a whole other stuff.Plus, my need for chocolate and hyperness have increased.It's odd since I've never been such a chocolate person, before.Oh well.Everything's for the best. Chatting with Priya Akka and getting her advice on the matter at hand.I'm going crazy.History seems to repeat itself again and again.However, I've learnt my lesson and I know what to do now.A friend called and friend was down.I'm trying my best.I really am.I just hope it's enough. By the way, do read the poem for the lovebirds, below =] Labels: Changes, chocolates, Friends, lovebirds, Poems, Priya, Study
Sunday, 30 August 2009,13:46 |
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Make Me Smile...
Bro said I recently have become vulgar.An observation, not a criticism, he says.lol.True, but I'm vulgar only a bit.Plus, only when chatting and blogging in the other one.So, really I don't do anyone any harm.The feeling from yesterday still lingers.Gratified, even.Oh God. Now I can relate to the Lovebirds.lol.Cousins have come over.The house resembles a zoo.Harini says I look like Loosu Anna.Which is a lie! Hehs.Actually aite, I'm relatively happier than yesterday.Hmmm... I'm inspired once more.I still can't decipher person's expression.And I can't take it.It's killing me.I hope all's fine.I'm waiting to return to school. Thought for the day: " For those eyes Are such good friends You're irreplaceable " I've said this before.But whatever.I feel like it all over again.Now, more than ever.You are irreplaceable.So, don't try to go away.Please don't.It will hurt worse than before.My mind feels like it's on AM, when all I hear is FM.The frequency is not right.It's peaceful, anyhow.I wish you were here, right now. You'll make me smile. You always do. Labels: Love, Miss, Poems
Saturday, 8 August 2009,21:44 |
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Originality&&Individuality, Not Conformity
Adios, sanity.It has long gone; Flown away; Something like that.I realise I'm crapping.But really, I have no other choice.
Today was the national day celebration at school.Like most of the people at school, I too was wearing red.lol.Bought it at Lot 1, last night.The 2 hours was kinda boring.I spent most of it, reading a book.Hehs.That's me, to you.Anyways, the prize presentation for MT was slightly funny.I invited Surya to come along for Lunch.Too bad, he couldn't.
The gang, Venkat and I made our way to IMM.I think Venkat was slightly pissed that Shafiq didn't follow.We ate at Burger's King.Then, roamed around in Mini Toons.Thing is, Mini Toons is like my personally made hell.The various rainbow colours and fluffy toys just threw me off.I wanted to puke.But restrained.
Venkat made fun about my dancing, the world shaking and me walking on shops' roofs.Weird but entertaining, in any case.I was pissed, thus took the taxi home.I couldn't read a person's expression and that made me more cranky.I slept and had an absolutely vivid dream.Hmmm... Accompanied mum to the shop.She knows my secret.lol.Everyone came over to celebrate cousin's birthday.Haha.It was fun, especially when I got to decorate her face with cake!
Back to current life situation.I'm still pissed.With my feelings.It's gnawing at me, and I'm sure it's growing too.I can't stop it.Cuz, I can't help it.I like it.Haiz. For the day: " Nothing compares To th moment you smile When you laugh It makes a crinkle All th way to your eyes A vague moment You catch my eye And I wonder If you'll ever make me cry I don't want to be th girl who died for you I don't want you to die for me I want to be th girl That lived with you a single moment And never asked for anything As I died With just that one happy memory " -Priyaa Nedunzeliyan ©
I'm confused and guilty.Guilty for something I didn't do wrong.Guilty cuz I just care too much.Guilty, cuz I think it's wrong to think of myself.I've brought this upon myself.I don't regret.I'll live through this.And wake up to another day.Just that.It sucks when th people you thought would understand your feelings and yourself, misunderstands you th most, noticing th least. Thanks Mum, Bro && Rohini. P.S. I can't make it smaller cuz you won't able to read. Labels: Confused, Friends, Outing, Poems
Friday, 7 August 2009,21:34 |
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A Walk To Remember
And nothing else exists When you're with me Th stars twinkle And th sky never ends Th changes you've made I'm someone else I didn't even knew it happened But baby I know It's hard to let go I'll do anything to bring you back in my arms again Yet No matter where you are Up in th clouds or smilin' with th stars A part of you is still with me And th love we have will never die I won't dwell over th fact you're gone Or that I miss th sound of your voice I'll carry along where ever I go Th sound of your laughter And th smell of your skin Th many memories kept in my heart I won't ever forget That day at th park When you told me you loved me It was truly A Walk To Remember -Priyaa Nedunzeliyan ©
{ Inspired by th book, A Walk To Remember. Dedicated to my baby; he'll be back. And to all who love their one&&only } Labels: Poems
Saturday, 16 May 2009,23:59 |
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When I run...
"When I run, I run for hope I run for faith I run for the friendship I believe in. When I run, I run to find my potential I run to find my dreams I run for the love I want to believe in. When I run, I don't run to impress I don't run to win I don't run for the sake of others. And finally, When I run, I run to find the unknown I run the find meaning I run to find the reason I live for." -Priyaa Nedunzeliyan © Labels: Poems
Friday, 27 February 2009,21:41 |
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