i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

Everytime

This has been one incredibly hyper weekend for me.

And I ain't complaining.Haha.I took my time to wake up in the afternoon.Cuz it has been a long week.And yeah, I was tired.After lazing around for so long, finally started making notes for Maths.I was waiting for my cousins to arrive.Took them long.Hehs.

Cousins and I talked talked, had fun.Of cuz, what I did talk about was (drumroll please), Jacob Black.Big shocker.Haha.He has officially become my wallpaper.And the subject of most of my conversations.I found some Jacob Black quotes from a website.So am going to post them.Enjoy.

Who's afraid of the big, bad wolf?

Jacob Black, New Moon; Chapter 13 p.321

You'd be better off dead.I rather you were.

Jacob Black, Eclipse; Chapter 8 p.183

Does me being half-naked bother you?

Jacob Black, Eclipse; Chapter 10 p.218

Next time you want to hit me, use a baseball bat or a crowbar, okay?

Jacob Black, Eclipse; Chapter 15 p.335

He’s like a drug for you, Bella. I see that you can’t live without him now. It’s too late. But I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun.

Jacob Black, Eclipse; Chapter 26 p.599

The clouds I can handle.But I can't fight with an eclipse.

Jacob Black, Eclipse; Chapter 26 p.600

Nice, huh? Hehs.I love them all, actually.But these are special.Either funny or got real meaning to the words.I'm still addicted to Full Moon by Black Ghosts.It's actually slightly annoying when you listen the first few times.But it can be kinda soothing.Especially when you're riding in the car, at night, when it's raining.Extremely soothing and comforting.And it remind me of Jacob Black.

And I can see the pain in your eyes;

I can only watch as you hurt;

I cry for you every night;

So many things I can't say but I want to make right;

I'm sorry;

Labels: Jacob Black, Quotes, Sorry

Saturday, 19 September 2009,21:22 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Wedding Songs

Hellooo...!!

Today, God has been real forgiving.All the tension and misunderstandings I've had this week, were cleared today.Thank you, God.I only woke at 1300hrs.I'm such a sleep lover.But that's only cuz I slept at 1am last night.Anyways, amazingly I studied today.I went through most of the Maths topics that are coming out for the finals.

Now, discussing with Bro about wedding songs.My song is acceptable.His uh, I have nothing to say.I just hope, my sister in law is as ' open minded '.lol.I'm quite hyper now.Cuz I ate pizza, and it was heavenly.Mmm.I'm typing out my story.It's coming out better than I expected.God, I'm happy.

{Hey I'm sorry, okay? I know I know you will say this totally not needed.But I feel real bad.I should have never said that.I don't hate you.You're a good person and that was mean of me.Most un-hate-able.Sorry.}

P.S. Don't ask me about this, to all those who I know will.

{Fuu! See, now I talking like you also.lol.}

Labels: Sorry

Saturday, 5 September 2009,22:07 | comment | 0 comment(s)

fake promises

Good morning y'all.It's like 8 in the morning.Most Commonwealthians, if not all, have to log in by 0830hrs and we're studying via the internet.Of cuz it sounds insanely cool.But I just can't imagine myself staring in front of the computer for 5hours plus.God.Anyway, it also means everyone's going to be online.So yay! LOL.

I didn't go to school yesterday too.I slept most part of it.Only at about 9pm went to NTUC with the family, to stock up the provisions.Now, I'm just waiting whilst eating oatmeal and drinking blood orange juice.Mmmm... Maybe I'll update more later.If not, then this is it.

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Fine, I'm here for some serious blogging.I'm extremely pissed with one person.No, make that a few.But of cuz, for various, damn colourful reasons! Sometimes, I wonder why I make the mistake of trusting people, again and again and again! And agitated isn't even going to cover it.As much as I would like to say I'm angry, I'm actually really disappointed.Real disappointed and darn annoyed.

I really would like to say it's my fault not yours.But no, it is your fault! No one else's.Not even his.Yours and yours only.I'm disappointed cuz I thought you might have learnt your mistakes, but no.You're just full of sorrys.Just full of your sorrys.I thought maybe this time things would be better.I was wrong.

We'll never be the same ever again.Together.

And you hurt him so badly, it hurts to even see him, always suffering.

I hope you'll learn out of your ways, from now on at least.

Please make no more fake promises.

`PRYIEE will watch him suffer, see her cry && think of you;

Labels: Family, School, Sorry, Study

Friday, 10 July 2009,07:49 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Forgetting Th Reoccurring Will Never Happen

I feel upset

I feel like I've been slapped

It still stings

Th hand was strong

I thought you were my friend

I thought you'd understand

I mean exactly what I say

It just wasn't directed to you

Now I'm wound up feeling bad

I know you

I know you wouldn't stoop that low

You didn't hurt my friend's feelings

Of course

I know you're a good person

Still, th pain inflicted is on me

I don't know how to make you understand

I'm sorry

Put yourself in my shoes

I'm hurt

I understand

Though

It was mean of me

I shouldn't have

Me and my big mouth

I'm sorry

I'm reading Twilight

And I feel upset

I'll go soak my head and never come back

Damage is done

Forgetting Th Reoccurring Will Never Happen

I'm sorry

-Priyaa ©

Labels: Sorry

Thursday, 7 May 2009,18:31 | comment | 0 comment(s)

A Song For A Day

Hi.

Sorry for scaring you people with my awkward confession post.Just couldn't keep it all inside anymore.lol.See! I'm my natural jovial, bubbly self again.I think.I woke up seriously early today.To accompany Harshvini for her audition for a particular singing competition.It took a long time.I was alone and I thought she needed more support.

Thus, I called Priya to come over.She is such a babe! Priya came right over in like 30min.Thank you so much! She kept me company.Harshvini didn't get in.Priya and I were trying to cheer Harshvini up, even though she kept saying she was "fine".

I'm feeling very weird.I think I'm going to complete my English homework by tomorrow.

Being constantly annoyed by my younger sister.Haizz... But then again, life ought be like that.I'm slugging for dance practices.Argh.Not that I hate it.I quite enjoy the feeling of being overly energetic.Though the only thing I miss is Labis.My cousins are going there.But I don't think I am.Sadd.No.Seriously.Sad.

As the new year is approaching, I'm EXTREMELY nervous.I wonder what Sec2 life has installed for me.But then again, I can wait.

It is a torture to think.So I shall stop.

Bye

Labels: English, Harshvini, Homework, Priya, Sec 2, Sorry

Wednesday, 10 December 2008,16:02 | comment | 0 comment(s)