i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

Cruising

The dreary surroundings say hello.
As usual, my irregular, not to mention, unhealthy, sleeping habits are eating into my moods.
Haha; What a nutcase I am.
Yesterday, cruised around Orchard.
The family and I stopped at Starbucks.
I love that place; Coffee worth living for ;)
I bought an Iced White Chocolate Frappucino.
Enjoyed it plenty, thank you very much.
While sitting out and talking, spotted Paul Twohill.
Hehs; The rest of my family didn't see properly; LOL.
I wandered inside Wheelock Place too.
Ooooh, I love Borders.
Just rows&rows&rows of BOOKS!!
After midnight, we went to Ayer Rajah Food Centre to eat.
I love Singapore food, WEEE!!...
Darn hyper and heezazzed ( If that's a word... )
Now, about to go to the library to do some hardcore studying.
Then, also going to Little India to get a new suit.
And for the first time, I want white.
"But all I can remember is the colour of your eyes
And the way you make me smile"

Tags Replied:

DEANNA ; priyaa ! (: where did you return my book uh . ?
Replied in your tagboard, babe.
feat. thanks yo
My pleasure, darl.
charmaine aww.. you`re so soo soo sweet uhs darlin . Don`t make me suffer from diabetes mwuaaahh ! , :]
Haha, you're missed know know!!

Labels: Family, Food, Holidays, Orchard, Outing

Thursday, 18 June 2009,10:34 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Out&&About

Hello world!
Today it's the start of a great holiday.
I can already see all the awesome things I'm going to do.
Haha; Still got lots of work also.
My schedule is filled with tests, classes, dance practices and more.
But I think I'll find a way around all of it.
I love my mum; She bought us DeliFrance breakfast.
LOL; Damn delicious.
And and, I'm going to reply all tags through my posts.
Things I learn from bloghopping; LOL.
Anyways, I've got to study soon.
So, I'm ready with a cup of Mocha.
I made myself one you know... Mmmm...
LOL; I love the smell of coffee.
Later, going out with cousins and my family to catch a movie.
Hope I seat beside someone who smells nice; Just like the last time.
Hahaha!

Tags replied:
Biriyangga ,: LOL , i told you naresh iyer is hot and cute ! ahhhh , he's such a hotstuff.
LOL, okay okay.Now, agreed already.
devil: hey eh, tagged. bt then, sowi fr so late 1..tehees
Yeah yeah, LOL.You promised long long time ago.nvms.
Clara: Hello tagged nice blog !
Thks babe, muacks.
khairinakhalid(::): heyys babe,,,
Hello!! Ily&&Don't stress stress kan.
Syafiqah[= : heyyos ! RELINK .RELINK . (;
Relinked already la dey.Hahas, thks for dropping by.
Biriyangga , : SAY HI SAY HI xD i love you .
HiHi, LOL.I love you too.Must go out together soon.
rosma.: heyy, sorry i cant reply ur text. I'll talk to you as soon as i top up kay(:
Is okay, baby.Rmbr we shall always tele communicate.
feat.: oh yah, i thought it was you. haha, hello there you. lol
Haha, hello to you too.Chill and Just go with th flow ;)

Labels: Holidays, Movie, Study

Monday, 1 June 2009,13:31 | comment | 0 comment(s)

God Is A DJ...

I feel emo-ish.I don't care what it means or even if it doesn't mean anything.I just feel like it.Happy?!

Listening to songs by P!nk.I woke up at about 9am and sleepily ordered McDonald breakfast.I'm not if the receptionist could hear me properly.When the food arrived, I calmly ate.I was seriously tired.So went back to sleep.Just woke up again.lol.

I have to get started on my homework.Bad girl.I know, I know.Hehs.I keep putting them off.I have to complete 4 MT book reviews by today.I can do it.No problem.Stayed up last night chatting with Priya and her friend Vinay.Funny guy.Later, still msged her.Cuz I had nothing better to do.Hehe.I still can't imagine the first day of school.And it's 20 December already.

How time flies.When you start enjoying it.Crap.I'm feeling woozy too.Haha.God, there's no one online to talk to.Maybe, I will update more later.

Bye

Labels: Breakfast, Holidays, McDonald, Priya, Vinay

Saturday, 20 December 2008,15:37 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Love Me Or Hate Me, Just Don't Ignore Me

Hello!!

I'm pretty excited to blog.I've The whole of yesterday and till 12pm today I was at Labis, Malaysia.Yes, after 4 years of waiting, I finally got to go there.My cousins live there, you see.Recently, Rishi and Harshvini went there.They accompanied us again.lol.

We took the 5.35am train yesterday.Reached there at about 9am.My uncle fetched us.Mum and my sis went to the market.Harshvini, Rishi and I went to the house first.Immediately after, Rishi woke Saran anna and went "biking".Harshvini and I woke Vaikesh up.Then, we watched TV.Very boring.

Soon after, Mum and my sis returned.Rishi avoided us.He thought he was too great to hang out with us.Idiot.The guys locked us in the house and went to Big uncle's house.Malathi's mum, came over.She invited us to her place.So, we spent till 4pm there.Karan and Karthik, Malath's brothers, are so cute.All three of them, came to stay over at Shanti aunty's house.

We play and sing songs.lol.At 9 plus, we went to Big uncle's house.We left at 11 plus.Then something happened which I don't want to talk about.About 12 midnight, we all made our way to 7/11.Haha! Fun.We stayed up talking awhile.

Quite nice.Vasan Anna went to K.L. So it wasn't quite as chatty.lol.

That's all.

Labels: Cousins, Fun, Holidays, Labis

Wednesday, 17 December 2008,19:56 | comment | 0 comment(s)

My Life Is Such A WarPath.

Hello dear earthlings!

I was up all night, even though I was in bed, thinking.I know I do lots of thinking.But this time, it was SERIOUS thinking.I thought about all the good things I've ever done.The bad things, too.

I am Priyaa Nedunzeliyan.I'm probably considered erm brave, cuz I do stuff people don't usually do.That's suppose to be crazy.But anyway, so I'm weird.Still, my friends like me for who I am.My family loves me for just being myself.Even though, I can be real frank and in-your-face kind of person, there are things I don't tell anyone.

Okay, I have told a few people and without words to my mum.But that particular person, doesn't know it yet.

To the person:

I might not tell you this.I might.Just in case, here's the message.No matter, how hard I try, I can never forget you.You make me who I am today.Though, you might be oblivious to my caring for you, it will never stop.Even if you hate me, I will continue to do whatever I'm doing now, forever.

______________________________________________________

Know what? Throughout that whole "confession", instead of one, I had two people on my mind.Oh Crap! Now my life, is even more complicated.Syafiqah, I need you.I want to talk to someone.Not anyone.Just you.

Actually, I can't wait for school to begin.This holiday is suffocating.Atleast if school started, the focus will be on the tests and exams.I can ignore thinking about this nonsense! Have you ever wanted to take a walk, forget about everything, and just keep walking? Well I want to.Right now.But that's impossible.

I sound soooo messed up.

I will quit whining.Shut up, Priyaa! You are a grown girl, who gives other people advice.I'm taking real deep breaths.Do you know what I'm going to do? I'm going to work on my Maths.And Science.Every single subject.There's nothing more left to do, other than that.I need to focus my energy on something, if not I will wind up being a female version of "Devadas".The thought itself, brings a shudder down my spine.

I want to go to the library.My mum said, we might be going in the evening.Oooh! I love the library.The comfort of books.Books can be such a help at times, you least expect.

Syafiqah is online.

Bye

Labels: Devadas, Holidays, Syafiqah, Thinking, Weird

Monday, 24 November 2008,14:39 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Happy Birthday Krish!

I feel much much better.I'm no more messed up.Was never.I was just a little confused with the given situation.But now I know exactly what to do.A little help from mum, Priya, Syafiqah and the visit to the temple.Thank you people!!

I think I'm beginning to sound and feel like myself again.Life's is great.I wonder why I was complaining... Anyway, I got all the songs from the new movie, "Varnam Ayiram".They are all so freaking addictive.lol.Harshvini is staying over at my place.Soon, we are going out to watch "Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa".I still remember the part 1 I watched.

We watched with all my cousins.And then we went to eat at the coffee shop.Where my cousin brother, Suria made me eat pig tongue, without telling me.I thought it was chicken.Yuck!! It was May 2005.Good times, Good times...

I love my family.I love my friends.I love my belongings.I love my teachers.I love everything.I'm so lucky to have all these people/things.Yet, why do I complain regularly?? After all, I guess I'm just human... lol...

I'm reading the final book of the Twilight Saga.Breaking Dawn.Of all books, I find this the most humor-filled and intellectual.I like it.Haha! In the process, through half the book.It's an insult to me, cuz I already started yesterday.Should be finished by now.Unfortunately, cuz I have got company, mum wants me to put my book down.Hehe... Alas, all for the best.

You have no idea how happy I am.Blissful. =]

Labels: Birthdays, Holidays, Madagascar, Movie, Mum, Priya, Syafiqah

Wednesday, 19 November 2008,14:45 | comment | 0 comment(s)

5 Days In India

Oh My God!

You have no idea how good it is to be back.Back at home.Back to blogging.Back to my family.But I should say.I actually miss the 11 students, and 3 teachers I spent 5 days with.Hmmm... Looks like I've found another family.Whoopee!!

The first day was weird.We were all trying to adjust to the change of enviroment.Only 2 guys were accompanying us, Mahen and Elisha.Both sec2.From past encounters, I didn't like Mahen.Let me rephrase that.I loathed him.The sight of him, brought hatred into my voice.But amazingly, on our trip from the airport in Madurai to the hotel, he spoke to Divya and me.Lectured, more like.About what to do in Sec2.

Second day, we went to this school.We sat through a MT class.Out of so many people, Mdm M made me speak in front of the class and write stuff.I was so nervous.They were 18 year olds.Haizz... Then had to dance.Mahen and Elisha pissed me off.Did I mention that Divya and I found out one of Mahen's secrets? Probably that's the reason why he begun talking to us.

Mostly, we spoke in the bus.Senseless things.lol.

At night, I asked Mahen to open me a bottle of Sprite.He broke it and cut himself.Cannot means can just say right.Aiyo! Gave me the needed stuff to cover it.Divya and I cleaned their room in return.What a good practise to go on to being a mother... Haha!

The next day was a torture to wake up.After returning from the tour, we went to our rooms to clean up before going to dinner.We had time in our hands.Thus, Mahen came to talk for a while.We weren't late.But unusually, everyone was down and Mdm M came knocking our door.Kenna scolded...Aiyo! That night, suddenly, Mahen and Elisha knocked our door, frightened.You really don't want to know what happened.

Hmmm... The 4th day.It's the most shocking day ever.Yeah, found out something.Sometimes, I just want to strangle Mahen and Divya to death.Argh.Two ding dong bells.We did some shopping too.I got stuff for my cousins.

The last day, we had 2hrs in the hotel before going to the airport.I had to drag Divya to Mahen's room so we could play cards with Soapu, Razeenah and Thiva.Elisha wasn't in.We didn't play much.Lost interest and watched TV.Lots of interesting songs came by.Provoked me to look at SOME PEOPLE.When Elisha did come in, I hit him with a pillow.Divya said something crude.I kicked her.Mahen kicked FOR NOTHING.I got pissed.Walked out and went to my room.

Mahen and I argued about one problem that keeps persisting.Gosh! Why so much of drama in just 5 days??? God, you have no mercy do you?... I miss Syafiqah so much.That's about it.A lot of other things happened.But I might be beaten up or something if I mentioned it in my blog.

But to Mahen:

GOOD LUCK!

Bye

Labels: Divya, Elisha, Holidays, Interesting, Mahen, New Friends, Syafiqah

Saturday, 15 November 2008,21:11 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Taking Off...

TAKING OFF...

Oh My God!

It's Sunday already.Tomorrow morning I'm flying off! Far far away.I have no idea why I'm so excited to leave my home.I guess, that's what holidays are supposed to be.lol.After the trip, SYF practices will begin.Then, I will have very little time to worry about being bored.

I think, I'm going to share a room with Divya in the hotel.Cool.She's the spice in my life as Syafiqah is the sweet.And Rashidha is the side, drink.The main... Well, who knows who the main is??

I've kept all my clothes ready.But have yet to start packing.My mum is going to wake up soon.So, I don't think I have to worry much about not having time to pack.My granny is home with me too.And she made my favourite dessert, since I'm going off tomorrow.Pulaut Hitam! Ahhh!!

See... I haven't even got onto the plane, yet I'm feeling sooo high... It's a nice feeling.Syafiqah will be coming home tonight.Maybe she will call me.I hope she does.I want to speak to her atleast once, before I go off.She gave me a friendster comment, saying stuff, making it sound like I was going away forever, rather than just 5 days.

But then again, 5 days is a long time.I probably will call my family everyday.I've been thinking... I think a lot, FYI... Well, I want the 3rd book of the Twilight series, badly.Maybe I can get it at the Airport.You know there bookshops there, that have quite good books.lol.

By the way, since my going off for 5 days, I won't be able to blog! The horrors.I will note everything in my journal, then convey all information when I get back.My mum is going to fetch me.WOOTS!~

My home is so calm.Guess no one is going to miss me... Actually they will.I talk way too much.There bound to be times, where my blabber is going to sorely missed.Tonight I've got to sleep early.About 10pm.Yes, for me, that IS early.Latest I've ever slept was 4.45am.Haha! Don't ask what I was doing.I've got to go pack.Will continue talking at night.

I'm back to continue.My mum left already.I miss her so much.Cuz she won't be there to send me off.Damn it la...

Oooh! Syafiqah, I know you probably will read this, so I will call you from India, at night.On Monday.lol.Await my call.Please.

Bye

Labels: Divya, Holidays, India, Sad, Syafiqah, Taking Off

Sunday, 9 November 2008,17:17 | comment | 0 comment(s)

The New Season Of Missing

That is me and Syafiqah.Two very weird people.lol.

Today is a beautiful day.You will wonder why I'm saying this, all of a sudden.I'll tell you why.Because it's a SATURDAY!

That means, I'll be flying to India on Monday.Which is so very near.Woots!

Do you know what's the worst part? I haven't even started packing yet.lol.Just very lazy to do it, just yet.Anyway, once my mum is awake she will help me do it.I miss Syafiqah already.SO MUCH!

My uncle has agreed to come.He's mesmerising us all with his presence tomorrow.I can't wait.It's so tiring.To miss so many people, at all the same time.

I miss:

Syafiqah, My uncle, Krish,Haris, Mira, Gowri, Divya, Rashidha, Mariyah, Hazzie and so many other people.

Currently, writing a new story.My stories are so weird.It's like getting into my head, and getting lost forever.I seem to rattle off a lot, when I don't have people to talk to.I want to fill my blog full of words.As many as possible.Already, read all the books I borrowed from the library.

Thus, feeling highly bored out.It is a strange world.During school days, I dream most of the time, for the holidays to hurry.But now, that they are here, they seemed to be seriously boring.Nothing much to do, except sleep.Which is good, in any case.

Hmmm...Maybe I will continue ranting at night.

I'm back, ready to unleash my blabber.Hmm...Sometimes, I wonder why I speak like that.I know it seems a little too dramatic but that's the way I am.Gosh! I miss Syafiqah like mad.I'm driving my sis mad that way.Cuz I've got no one to talk to.lol.

Labels: Friends, Holidays, My Uncle, Syafiqah

Saturday, 8 November 2008,16:15 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Why Do I Love The World??

WHY DO I LOVE THE WORLD??

Cuz it gives me things I've never dreamt of.My new addiction Twilight is a hit everywhere around.lol.How can one even hide extraordinar-ism.Hmmm...Is that a word? Well now it is.Haha!

Today, I went to school for the mastery test.At first, was stuck in the lab doing some work for Mdm M.It was fun, okay! Then waited around long long time.Cuz none of us knew the venue.Someone said it was the hall.So, we all ended up, sitting around there.We were 15 mins late for the test.Shucks! So what? Still completed the paper within 45mins. =]

I know Syafiqah is anxious to get her hands on the two books, but like I promised I will give it to her.BUT! My heart aches to have to part with my two babies.I mean seriously, I keep re-reading it again and again.Like I said, I can be very insane at times...Okay fine! Most of the time!

By the way, Syafiqah is leaving for MY tomorrow.And she's so very elated, you can read it all over in her blog:

www.cutecatx-gurl.blogspot.com

However, I'm sad.That would mean 3 nights of no proper crazy chatting online.And no calling too.She probably is the only person I call, frequently.I'm still awaiting the moment when her family gets so fed up with my calls, and decides to changed their number or something.lol.I hope not, though.

Recently, I watched a particular movie on Youtube.com.It was "10 Things I Hate About You".Isn't the title itself so very inviting? Okay...Sarcasm isn't my thing.Back to the movie.Heath Ledger was the actor.And Oh my God! He should really get a memorial statue or something.I mean seriously! That guy has worked his ass off all his movies.

It's so natural.And not to mention, his charisma is simply mouth-watering! I sound like a cannibal.Haha! But really, it's sad that he passed on.So very sad, indeed.Plus, that movie has inspired me to make something as a present for a friend of mine.So yay!

Today I'm so happy, for some reason.Cuz I'm ranting on and on about everything.My cousins went back this morning, since their dad took the day off.Thus, there might be a chance they would be coming back today night.Ooooh! I very much hope so! Later, I might be going to IMM.Mum wants my handphone checked for something.The first month bill isn't that heart-breaking.

I'm also addicted to P!nk's new single, 'So What'.It's so addictive.I've been singing it lots.Here's the chorus.It might be vulgar though.

"So so what!

I'm still a rockstar

I got my rock moves

And I don't need you

And guess what

I'm having more fun

And now that we're done

I'm gonna show you tonight!"

So cool.Haha!

And I'm also VERY VERY excited for 10 November.I'm flying to India in the morning.Not only that reason.This is the best chance of getting to see my uncle who has been MIA for the pass 4 months! He's sending me off cuz my mum can't make it.He'd better bring me my present! He promised!

Bye Bye

Labels: Happy, Holidays, India, MIA, Syafiqah, Twilight, Uncle

Thursday, 6 November 2008,17:53 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Happy Happy

HAPPY HAPPY

Okay.I'm sorry.

It was a seriously weird post by me yesterday.Just was feeling quite under the weather, and couldn't help say it out loud.But now feeling all better.Cuz spoke to Haris about it.Thanks dude.

I've decided to continue writing my story.Actually, I've continued writing it anyway.It has taken twist.Woots!

Anyways, I got many reasons why I should be happy.

No.1: I've finished reading the two books!

No.2: I've got my flow back.

No.3: I'm going out with my friends!

Ahhh! I can't wait for the outing.It's so close yet so far away.Syafiqah hasn't been online when I am.I want to talk to her.And I miss her loads.Gosh! Sometimes, holidays can be a pain.A serious pain!

Haizz... This holiday is very unlike others.I'm more keen on getting back to school than stay in bed.Is that normal? I think not.But I guess, lots of people are feeling the same way.Woots! Syafiqah is online!

Bye

Labels: Holidays, Outing, Syafiqah

Saturday, 1 November 2008,13:23 | comment | 0 comment(s)

You Are Too Paranoid...

YOU ARE TOO PARANOID...

Hello to the world!

Today is a mixed feeling day.I'm feeling both sad and happy.I know it's stupid.But listen to my day, and you will realise what I'm talking about.

Today was the last day of school.Haizz...[The Sad Part]

Though, I know, we are going to be going to school to and fro during the holidays, we might not be able to meet each other.It's sad.I can't believe one year is already up.Just seemed like yesterday was my first day at school.

We spent first one hour cleaning up the classroom and ordering class photos.Then came the recess.It was mass recess.Sec1-Sec3.So, it was 1 hour.But it wasn't that long.Syafiqah, Rashidha, Divya and I were goofing around as usual.Then, Divya had to sit seperately for the Deeparaya Concert.

Thus, Syafiqah, Rashidha and I sat right at the front, together.It was fun fun.Apparently, Vishnu had to do some MC-ing for part of the ceremony.We didn't care about what he said.Just talking about our stories and laughing our heads off.That guy thought we were laughing at him!

Doesn't it just sound ridiculous???!

I mean come on! I've got better things to do.Aiyo!

Venkat and Harish were hilarious.

After that, we got back to our classes, to get our report books.I was nervous wreck.Remember, I didn't do well for mid-year.So, yeah...

I received my report.

I LOVE MY LIFE!

THE REASON WHY I LIVE!

AND I JUST ROCK, PPL!

It was super bliss.I had improved tons.Gosh! I think I was blushing.Haha! Then followed Syafiqah to see Mr Koh.Syafiqah and Venkat were selected for student council.Then we were all talking about how the indian makkals could go and watch a movie or something.

I returned home with Syafiqah.For some reason, we didn't speak so much.Hehs!

Labels: Byes, Holidays, Results, SA2, Vishnu

Thursday, 23 October 2008,16:02 | comment | 0 comment(s)

insanity on and off

INSANITY ON AND OFF

Today was the so-called CDP exam.It was 1hr.I did the paper in 30min.Then fell asleep on the table.I didn't even awake when the teacher was collecting the paper.Then all of a sudden, I woke up, and she was almost coming towards me.Hehs!

Anyway, after that, accompanied Divya to the library.I really didn't know the library only opens at 10am.So late! Spend about 1hr there.Got back home at about 11.15am.I got scolded by my mum cuz I had told I would be back 10-plus.I'm a bad bad girl!

I've developed a beautiful interest in Art.Not drawing crap or anything.I like drawing simple stuff like flowers, butterflies, sort of things.And it isn't at all about the drawing.I colour using one colour, with all the different tonings.It's so much of fun.It's like a simple pleasure.

Later, followed mum to go fetch my sis.We had lunch.Then wandered around.

I feel very random at the moment.Neither Syafiqah nor anyone interesting is online to talk to.So, I'm stuck with Rohini and Mithunn.But of course, I'm grateful.Cuz I've got nothing better to do.

My mind is racing with lots of thoughts at the moment.I think I did better in this EOYs than the mid-year exams.But that's not what I'm worried about.I'm worried about next year.Sec 2.That's a big thing.Actually, technically speaking, it's not.

But your get it, don't you???

No more freshmen! That'd be fun.Also the work gets tougher.Hmmm... What part of that sounds fun?? Bleugh!

Insanity has gotten a hold of me.

This isn't the first time.

I'm doing anything at the moment.

Cuz I just fought with Mithunn.Don't know who's fault.ARGH!

Bye

Labels: CDP Exam, Holidays, Next Year, Sec 2

Friday, 10 October 2008,20:28 | comment | 0 comment(s)

What About Now?

WHAT ABOUT NOW?

Hello!

Today started with English.But it became free period cuz Ms C didn't come in for lesson.The came Geography.It was fun.Mrs L went through the format for our paper.Then she enlisted all the relavant pages to study.

Then came Recess.But Mariyah, Hazzie, Amir and I had to present our presentation for Geography.So we did, just that.

Thus, we had to go late for Art.And that teacher scolded us.Even when we brought Mrs L to explain, she didn't care.She went on ranting about how important Art is and we can not take the whole subject at all, if we are not concerned/devoted to it.

Haizz... Old People...

[Shakes Head]

Then was PC.Also, like free period.Next was MT oral.I seriously freaked when I saw Mrs T staring at me.I just got nervous.Then Divya and I waited for Syafiqah and Rashidha to come out from Geography lesson.Then Syafiqah and I headed home.I slept.Now, I'm awake.

What a day??!

Anyway, I've been listening to a song.I know it came out during May or something....But I've just only heard it.It's called "Check Yes Juliet-We The Kings"...

It's a damn cool song.I'm pratically addicted to it.Ahahaha!~

I'm not ready to go off to bed or turn the computer off, for the matter fact.I'm wondering what I'll be doing during the holiday.The No.1 priority on my list is of course, sleeping in.But after that/other than that, what else? There's nothing much, you know?

I think I'm going to start a countdown for the beginning of school 2009, the minute we get our holidays.I simply don't think I can handle 2 months of doing NOTHING!

Plus, I'll miss Syafiqah, Divya, Rashidha, Mariyah and Hazzie.And the rest of the 1/2 class.Just imgaine! No chaos! No noise! No fun! I'll be runined, I say! RUINED! Gosh! Don't I sound pathetic??

Anyways, I guess I'll be trying to prepare myself for Sec 2.Brace myself for all those hard work... Eurgh!

So here I go on...Blabbering endlessly...

Bye

Labels: Blabbering, Check Yes Juliet, Holidays

Friday, 3 October 2008,20:15 | comment | 0 comment(s)