i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

I'm not afraid, anymore

[ We love the world; When we love ourselves for who we are ]

Hello.It has been long.Since I did a proper post.

Well, here I am to fulfill my short term fantasy.

Exams are over, for the time-being.And we're all being returned our papers.

It's painful to watch sometimes, our hard work going down the drain, cuz of 0.5/1 marks.

Although, it is a good learning point.Seeing how we'll never forget the mistake we made that cost us those passing/ace-ing grades.

Anyways, my head is throbbing.Half good and half bad.

I finally enjoyed dance practice after a seriously long time.

I loved it and whatever the outcome is, I will never regret the things I did.

Haha, as usual, a lot of things are going on at school.But things don't matter as much as they used to.Maybe it is a change of perspective or change of priority.Whatever it is, they just seem so trivial and minor in contrast to what holds in each and every one of our futures.

Self-realisation is always the best solution.

Either ways, there's going to be many practices for the UCC performance.Which I think I'm going to enjoy more than I'd like to :)

I have this contented feeling, right now; Like I know what to do from now onwards.I know exactly who I am and who I am going to be.It's a very good feeling; One that makes me float above the ground.Hehs.

I'm addicted to the song, In my head by Jason Derulo.He is a good dancer and he reminds me a little of Chris Brown.

I went to watch Robin Hood with the family yesterday.It was quite good, seeing as I wasn't real interested in it at first.I spent the weekend with my cousins.And it rocked! I miss them very much and would love to get together every week.We forget worries and just laugh a lot.HAHA.

Labels: Cousins, Dance, Exams, Happy, Results

Tuesday, 18 May 2010,18:52 | comment | 0 comment(s)

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The week has flown past, swiftly.

I went to VivoCity with cousins.Damn fun.Suria anna, we all played a trick on Rishi.We put salt in his tea and he drank it.lol.Then, I burped at the male waiter.I was embarasses to the max but couldn't stop laughing.Hehs.I went on board a ship for a book sale.Hehs.Ahh.Then, yesterday went to Lido to watch 'Avatar'.Again with the same gang.The sound effects and music compositions were awesome.Haha.For the first time, went to Borders, and didn't buy anything.My heart was pained.Heh.Akka is coming back.Next week is loaded with dance practices.And Bro is still MIA.At least, on msn, I'm guessing.

Labels: Cousins, Happy, Movie

Thursday, 24 December 2009,14:43 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Our Own Small World;

`Us in our own little happy world: Me; Harsh; Vaikesh

{Pic is above}

Yesterday was damn fun.Even though, we weren't very welcomed, I had fun.Cuz Vaikesh, Harsh, Rishi, Sister and I were in our very own, little world.I talked and laughed, so much it was a wonder I wasn't drunk.Today going to celebrate Prashant's birthday.lol.I'm so happy.I love my life.I love everyone :D

[ Since exams are here, expecting an update is, well, ridiculous.Hehs.But will be back soon ]

Labels: Cousins, Happy, Love

Sunday, 27 September 2009,14:26 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Imma stay right here

It's a Saturday night.It's windy outside.I wish I was outside, right now.

Complications, complications and more complications.Life is practically filled with them.Just when you thought everything was going to be fine.Haiz.I'm just drowning every single unhappy thought with loud music.And I don't even like loud music.I was hyper till 21:00, which is good enough for today, I guess.

I'm addicted to 'Excuse me, Mr Kandasamy' song.Hehs.I keep replaying it again and again.Cousin wants me to follow her to Beyonce's concert.It's in between the exams.lol.She's crazy, really.

I have this disconcerting feeling.I don't know exactly what about.Oh well.We'll wait and see.

My heart really goes out to you.I don't know how to make you feel better.But a hug is always waiting just for you.Things will be better soon.We just have to perserve a little longer.So hang in there, babe.

Come out from th cold, here

Lay your head on my shoulder

Ride like a soldier

Imma stay right here

We'd be singing dancing;

Hot romancing;

Masti all th time;

Labels: Cousins, Saturday, Weird

Saturday, 22 August 2009,21:30 | comment | 0 comment(s)

An Ability

Yesterday night, heard this damn nice song from one crappy movie.Still, the song is nice.

It's beautiful and I'm just crazy over it.Random thoughts.

There's no school on Monday! I'm just going to sleep in.Nothing much.Catch up on a few pending work.I must admit.Life seems almost boring without school.School brings drama.On second thoughts, school is drama.

Many weird dreams, I have been having lately.It's not all that bad.Both I had today made me real happy.Life's good.In odd ways.Chatting with Roh and ahem, Jack.Jack of all trades.Haha.I just told him something that was not supposed to be said.lol.Can't wait to see Rohini's face now.Hehs.I'm so bad.

I want to go out with my cuzzies.I miss Suria Anna, Vithya Akka, Rishi, Harshvini and Vaikesh.Pritha too.The small children too.But I want to go out with all the teens.So long since we did something crazy.And that's what I feel like, anyway.I want to do something crazy.However, I've foresaw the future.I see myself doing something to the very extreme.I'm nuts.

" Love is not a feeling; It's an ability ♥ "

Nice line, eh? I like it a lot.It makes sense.And very few things have been making sense these days.lol.

See you at night ;

Labels: Cousins, Crazy, Jack, Rohini

Sunday, 9 August 2009,16:19 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Lots of Love

Hello, a little recount of yesterday.
I went out with my cousins to a marriage.
It was quite boring but of cuz we never failed to keep ourselves occupied.
Hehs; It was kinda alright after all, I guess.
And I got to really start doing my homework.
Okay, I promise the week that is coming, is entirely for homework purpose.
I hope; LOL.
Haris and Biri were msging me at 2-plus in the morning.
We were talking about, mostly, Twilight Saga.
I was blabbering more and more about Jacob Black.
WOOTS!~
I'm real hyper, these days.
Especially today.
And yeah, I miss you too.
Lots of love!

Tags Replied:

charmaine: You`re tagged babe! this has gotta be a great day huh. Teheheheheees craap. -.-
It's always a great day when you're around dear! Muacks.
Syafiqah[=: YOS ! tagggggeddddddd . hehe , [:
LOL; This is late I know.Hehs.

Labels: Cousins, Happy, Hyper, Love, Miss

Sunday, 14 June 2009,21:07 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Peace Out

Hello beautiful world
I've got one more resolution to my life.
I'm determined to stay happy, no matter what or who.
It's going to be tough, but I know I'll make it.
LOL, alone at home once again.
I can't stop thinking about Labis and everyone there.
Everyone says I remind them of our great grandmother.
Haha; By the way I went to the library recently.
I miss all those books that surround me.
We visited Harini last night.
Hehs; I love her loads.
The holidays aren't what I expected.
But then again, has life ever been that way?
Guess I'll just shrug it off, lift my head and keep moving forward.
And I've got this nagging thought in my head for the past few days.
Exactly how many times can a person fall in love?
One special person answered me this:
"Until they decide they want to spent the rest of their life with that only one..."
Sweet, huh?
And I feel much better after watching the "New Moon" trailer, Haris.
Thanks a lot, dude.
Jacob Black is capable of all kinds of things; Hehe.
God, I miss the 5 In Unison.

Tags Replied:

charmaine: babe , you`re missed.
Hehs, I miss you too dear.
Syafiqah[=: wow , you've enjoyed urself yeahs ? oh , n im leaving this monday !!!!! miss me yaawww ! lol ,
Yes Yes, more than just enjoyed. Sure will, babe.
rosma.: helloh , relink me yeah, thanks!
Sure.Ily, muacks.
Haris: Hey ! Welcome back to singapore ! Go to my blog for th new moon trailer . And rmbr to tag me , upload photos of your trip to malaysia manzxxzx! And we should hang out sometime
Thank you so much.JACOB BLACK!! Hehs.
feat.: THANK YOU (:
My pleasure, darling.

Labels: Cousins, Haris, Labis, Love, Twilight

Friday, 12 June 2009,20:38 | comment | 0 comment(s)

The Web Of Lies You Weave

Hello

Dear people in this world, please wake up, look around you, and if you find a sad/angry teenager beside you, DO STAND AWAY!!

Reason for the warning, today didn't go so very smoothly.Let's start from the top.During MT, Divya was nominated SC by Mrs T.So it was official that both Rashidha and I were going to be totally lonely.Thus, we did the unthinkable.We decided to join too.Rohini and Syafiqah helped us get the forms.Woots!~

Then Science was fun as usual.I like learning about Chemistry.It's pretty interesting.We had recess.Divya and I went MIA on Syafiqah and Rashidha.We hung out with Lavania and Priya, talking for a while.Soon after we had to report to the hall for the CNY concert.Erm.Two very 'smart' people took up the seats in front, so Syafiqah, Rashidha and I were left to the back.

Which was fun in a way.When we got back to class, to get back home.Shocking news.Whatever.I'm too tired to type it here.Plus, it's personal.Haizz... Dumb ass.Dance was great.Had sort of a calming effect on me.Like always.Haha!

Tomorrow got barbecue at Chiti's house!! All my cousins are coming!! Happy.Happy.

Bye

Labels: Angry, Cousins, Dance

Friday, 23 January 2009,21:41 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Updatation.If That's A Word.

Hey people...

Why is life so freaking complicated? And why do I ask questions on my blog, not getting the answers most of the time??

We shall have to wait for these answers.Anyway, an update on my life.Today I had dance practice.I woke up late.But still, I managed to get there on time.It was rigorous.Tired and pained.Returned home to find my Mutti and Vati missing.They had gone to NTUC.

Took a long, steaming bath.I felt a little better.I lay, thinking, on the sofa.What a life, eh? I've got a certain confused feeling within me.I need someone to talk to.Wish Syafiqah or Divya was here.Both have gone overseas.Sad.

However, there is one thing I'm very happy about.I'm going back to Labis next June! Woots!~ It's probably the one thing I'm looking forward to, for next year.See all my cousins! Haha! Stay up all night, and talk crap.How does that sound for passing the holidays? FUN FUN!!

Okay.I still feel like continuing this post.Just can't imagine how.Cuz I'm not sure what to talk about.Both mum and I are feeling awkward/weird and all that nonsense.Haizz... I called Harshvini to talk to.Unfortunately, another call interrupted.What is wrong with this phone connections?!

Actually, I have a suggestion to make to everyone for future holiday trips.Go to Malaysia, India, China, wherever your ancestors are from.It's real cool.Plus, even better if you still have relatives there.Trust me, it will be a true eye-opener.Cuz compared to our busy, hectic Singapore lifestyle, those places are a bliss.Time flies seriously slow.You probably have to pick your brains to find the next thing to do.It's awesome.

I enjoyed it, there in Labis.Truly, unforgettable.My cousins: Saran anna, Malathi, Karthik, Karan, Vasan anna and many others whose names I've yet to remember.lol.Oooh.Soon enough, I'm going to learn how to go "biking".Haha! See! I'm feeling so much better.And I'm purely addicted to the old old song:

Tiruppatchi Aruvala-Taj Mahal.

Hehs.Reminds me of Labis.

Bye

Labels: Cousins, Divya, Fun, Labis, Next Year, Syafiqah

Friday, 19 December 2008,16:58 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Love Me Or Hate Me, Just Don't Ignore Me

Hello!!

I'm pretty excited to blog.I've The whole of yesterday and till 12pm today I was at Labis, Malaysia.Yes, after 4 years of waiting, I finally got to go there.My cousins live there, you see.Recently, Rishi and Harshvini went there.They accompanied us again.lol.

We took the 5.35am train yesterday.Reached there at about 9am.My uncle fetched us.Mum and my sis went to the market.Harshvini, Rishi and I went to the house first.Immediately after, Rishi woke Saran anna and went "biking".Harshvini and I woke Vaikesh up.Then, we watched TV.Very boring.

Soon after, Mum and my sis returned.Rishi avoided us.He thought he was too great to hang out with us.Idiot.The guys locked us in the house and went to Big uncle's house.Malathi's mum, came over.She invited us to her place.So, we spent till 4pm there.Karan and Karthik, Malath's brothers, are so cute.All three of them, came to stay over at Shanti aunty's house.

We play and sing songs.lol.At 9 plus, we went to Big uncle's house.We left at 11 plus.Then something happened which I don't want to talk about.About 12 midnight, we all made our way to 7/11.Haha! Fun.We stayed up talking awhile.

Quite nice.Vasan Anna went to K.L. So it wasn't quite as chatty.lol.

That's all.

Labels: Cousins, Fun, Holidays, Labis

Wednesday, 17 December 2008,19:56 | comment | 0 comment(s)

I'm In Love

...With a movie.I know what you guys were thinking.

I'm liking my new blogskin.Haha! Anyways, there's many things I've done these past few days.And I apologise for the lack of posts.But I'm here!

On Sunday, my cousins and I went to our uncle's 50th birthday.We had to go past Chua Chu Kang station too.I called Syafiqah to come to the interchange, so I could give her the last book of Twilight.She also told me all about the "Vampire" she had recently met.lol.Then she got down.Sad.The party was fun.My cousins and I danced like mad.I also broke my toe nail.Ouch! It bled quite a lot.NVM.

On Monday, mum said we could go and watch "Vaaranam Aayiram" at the cinema.Mum also called, Vithya akka, Vaikesh, Sathesh and my aunt.We met up at Yishun there and watched the movie.I'm in love with it.Plus, it was actually kind of like torture, watching Surya's six packs.Ahhhh!...

On tuesday.I have forgotten what I did.My bad... =]

On Wednesday, Vaikesh and Harshvini came over.We went to my mum's colleague's wedding.It was at a temple.Quite interesting.Ate lunch and left.We got down at JE interchange and I got "attacked" by an indian guy.Finally, made our way to NTUC.Mum also bought my hp the screen guard.Haha! We bought provision and left for home.

Harshvini and Vaikesh are staying over.They will leave this aftertoon.

What a week I've had! And I have yet to complete my homework.Hehs! Bad girl, I know.Syafiqah has left for MY.I might not go, after all.Due to some bad news.Haizz... I'm cool with that though.My handphone bill came in yesterday.It was disastrous.Eurgh!

Bye

Labels: Birthdays, Cousins, Dance, Hp Bill, Party, Syafiqah, Temple, Vaarnam Aayiram, Wedding

Thursday, 4 December 2008,10:18 | comment | 0 comment(s)

A fun Day

Hello all...

Just got back from the library.I had to go there cuz Mariyah, Hazwani, JJ and I had to do our Science project.

It felt a little weird cuz we looked more like we were going to party than a study group.

Hahaha!

Anyway, the real thing I wanted to talk about is Yesterday.

Yesterday, I went to Escape Theme Park.With Harshvini, Vaikesh, Sathesh, Preetha, Rishi and my family.It was quite the most fun day I have ever had this entire year.The park opens at 10am.So we woke at 6.30am.We got there at about 10.30am.There were so few people, meaning no queue whatsoever.

First we tried the "Flipper".It was alright.Not much of a thriller but enjoyable, just as well. Then, well, I don't remember what I went on but here goes.Viking, Rainbow, Inverter and others.The Inverter is the quite scary.I couldn't help feeling like I was about to be flung into the air and onto the ground.Viking, whereas, I love a lot.It's the most nicest experience.

You know the feeling when you get something you have always wanted???

Well, it feels a lot like that.I love sitting at the far end.So, when I looked down, I felt my butt off the seat.Imagine that!

Actually...Don't!

I went on the Inverter so many times that I got a blittering headache.The Viking, I got addicted to.Ahhh!

Only got out of that place at 5.15pm.But we were all hungry.So, we decided to have a quick dinner at Subway.I had a nice Tuna sandwhich.And loved my "Double Chocolate" Cookie!!!

On the way home, Sathesh, Banu and I fell asleep on my mum's lap.Once we got home, I just knocked off, after organising the beds.Got up at 8am this morning.

I'm missing school quite a lot.Not just my friends.But also the teachers and classrooms.

Bye

Labels: Cousins, Escape Theme Park, Fun, School

Wednesday, 11 June 2008,13:20 | comment | 0 comment(s)