i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

Peace Out

Hello beautiful world
I've got one more resolution to my life.
I'm determined to stay happy, no matter what or who.
It's going to be tough, but I know I'll make it.
LOL, alone at home once again.
I can't stop thinking about Labis and everyone there.
Everyone says I remind them of our great grandmother.
Haha; By the way I went to the library recently.
I miss all those books that surround me.
We visited Harini last night.
Hehs; I love her loads.
The holidays aren't what I expected.
But then again, has life ever been that way?
Guess I'll just shrug it off, lift my head and keep moving forward.
And I've got this nagging thought in my head for the past few days.
Exactly how many times can a person fall in love?
One special person answered me this:
"Until they decide they want to spent the rest of their life with that only one..."
Sweet, huh?
And I feel much better after watching the "New Moon" trailer, Haris.
Thanks a lot, dude.
Jacob Black is capable of all kinds of things; Hehe.
God, I miss the 5 In Unison.

Tags Replied:

charmaine: babe , you`re missed.
Hehs, I miss you too dear.
Syafiqah[=: wow , you've enjoyed urself yeahs ? oh , n im leaving this monday !!!!! miss me yaawww ! lol ,
Yes Yes, more than just enjoyed. Sure will, babe.
rosma.: helloh , relink me yeah, thanks!
Sure.Ily, muacks.
Haris: Hey ! Welcome back to singapore ! Go to my blog for th new moon trailer . And rmbr to tag me , upload photos of your trip to malaysia manzxxzx! And we should hang out sometime
Thank you so much.JACOB BLACK!! Hehs.
feat.: THANK YOU (:
My pleasure, darling.

Labels: Cousins, Haris, Labis, Love, Twilight

Friday, 12 June 2009,20:38 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Fustrations

Hello

Exams are next week.What am I doing online? Trying my best to shed fustrations I don't need.My head hurts.I've got this ear-splitting silence that keeps giving my head a minutely kick.Today wasn't any better than the rest of the week.Though I should say, lots of drama.Too much to type about.

If another person comes up to me, yammering about being in love and such, I'm going to stuff a six foot metal pole down their throat.Yeah, love is beautiful thing.With the right person, at the right time.It's not called love, what you feel for every person you lay your eyes on.There's another name for it.

I passed out on the sofa just now.So, freaking tired.I woke up, found myself swimming in my own sweat.lol.I had a long bath.Anyways, my plans for tomorrow is changing real fast.I'm going to the library with Rosma, Khai and the gang.Khai's good at Maths.I'll force her to teach me.Hehs.

I would like to bash a few heads.Likely, it won't happen.Shucks.Then again, what can you expect of a...

*TwilightPsychopath*

Labels: Exams, Love, Twilight

Friday, 24 April 2009,21:11 | comment | 0 comment(s)

mr cullen who?

[ don't smile, don't speak; pls don't ]

Hello

I was rushing out of the house in the morning, cuz recently Syafiqah goes to school earlier.I wanted to take the same bus.But my sister delayed, so I ended up going the same time as any day.Funny thing was I still managed to meet Syafiqah in the bus.Haha!

"What must happen, will happen"

PE was first period.Today is our 2.4km run.You won't believe it.Come to think of it, even I wouldn't if you told me.But! I passed it! Woots!~ Come on people, take out the champagne and let's party! Hahahaha! I'm so damn happy.English was awesome too.We did this rapid something something.Recess, I ran.But cuz I was so happy, I raised my hands and ran as fast as possible.

Science was freakily, understandable.History, I kinda screwed up the first question of the test.Haiz.Let's pray.We were suppose to have MT.But Mrs T didn't come so we went for lunch.It was funny.We, girls, were talking about everything.And Rohini, as usual, made very physical jokes.Syafiqah, Rashidha and Rohini had CCA so they left earlier.Divya and I stayed for about 30min doing homework.Then, we left too.

I've been having frequent dreams consisting of Syafiqah, her bro and some other people.So weird.I'm not sure about my exact feelings, though.

[ edward cullen has had a makeover ]

Labels: Divya, Running, Syafiqah, Twilight

Friday, 17 April 2009,20:28 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Why Do I Love The World??

WHY DO I LOVE THE WORLD??

Cuz it gives me things I've never dreamt of.My new addiction Twilight is a hit everywhere around.lol.How can one even hide extraordinar-ism.Hmmm...Is that a word? Well now it is.Haha!

Today, I went to school for the mastery test.At first, was stuck in the lab doing some work for Mdm M.It was fun, okay! Then waited around long long time.Cuz none of us knew the venue.Someone said it was the hall.So, we all ended up, sitting around there.We were 15 mins late for the test.Shucks! So what? Still completed the paper within 45mins. =]

I know Syafiqah is anxious to get her hands on the two books, but like I promised I will give it to her.BUT! My heart aches to have to part with my two babies.I mean seriously, I keep re-reading it again and again.Like I said, I can be very insane at times...Okay fine! Most of the time!

By the way, Syafiqah is leaving for MY tomorrow.And she's so very elated, you can read it all over in her blog:

www.cutecatx-gurl.blogspot.com

However, I'm sad.That would mean 3 nights of no proper crazy chatting online.And no calling too.She probably is the only person I call, frequently.I'm still awaiting the moment when her family gets so fed up with my calls, and decides to changed their number or something.lol.I hope not, though.

Recently, I watched a particular movie on Youtube.com.It was "10 Things I Hate About You".Isn't the title itself so very inviting? Okay...Sarcasm isn't my thing.Back to the movie.Heath Ledger was the actor.And Oh my God! He should really get a memorial statue or something.I mean seriously! That guy has worked his ass off all his movies.

It's so natural.And not to mention, his charisma is simply mouth-watering! I sound like a cannibal.Haha! But really, it's sad that he passed on.So very sad, indeed.Plus, that movie has inspired me to make something as a present for a friend of mine.So yay!

Today I'm so happy, for some reason.Cuz I'm ranting on and on about everything.My cousins went back this morning, since their dad took the day off.Thus, there might be a chance they would be coming back today night.Ooooh! I very much hope so! Later, I might be going to IMM.Mum wants my handphone checked for something.The first month bill isn't that heart-breaking.

I'm also addicted to P!nk's new single, 'So What'.It's so addictive.I've been singing it lots.Here's the chorus.It might be vulgar though.

"So so what!

I'm still a rockstar

I got my rock moves

And I don't need you

And guess what

I'm having more fun

And now that we're done

I'm gonna show you tonight!"

So cool.Haha!

And I'm also VERY VERY excited for 10 November.I'm flying to India in the morning.Not only that reason.This is the best chance of getting to see my uncle who has been MIA for the pass 4 months! He's sending me off cuz my mum can't make it.He'd better bring me my present! He promised!

Bye Bye

Labels: Happy, Holidays, India, MIA, Syafiqah, Twilight, Uncle

Thursday, 6 November 2008,17:53 | comment | 0 comment(s)