i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

The Road Of Life

I'm at school's Com Lab right now.

Life is like a road.Sometimes you get into an accident, sometimes you get pulled over for speeding.Either way, you still keep on going.You never stop in the middle of the road.But when you run out of gas, you wait for another vehicle to come along.

You ask for help Or they offer it.Still, you keep going.You don't stop moving forward for anything.If you do; Then it's ridiculous.There's always help.

But then sometimes, in most cases mine, the car drives not only the driver.It also drives a few people and their crazy problems.And the effort to keep going on is just too much for the car.

But I'm not stopping.

I don't care.

I'll get out of the car, and push it all the way, even if I have to.

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At home right now.After the Com Lab, waited for Syafiqah with Rashidha at the canteen.Venkat and Shafiq were there too.Doing what, I have no idea.Anyways, they came over to talk.Well, it was Venkat.Remember, I'm his idea of great humour and good conversation? I'm flattered.lol.We talked crap, as usual.But seriously, he torture me.

When Syafiqah came, made our way to the bustop.The guys followed too.And in the bus, when Syafiqah and I were having an important conversation, they didn't shut up.I was annoyed, in a good way.The guys are really funny.At the interchange Syafiqah's reaction to ahem, certain people, were amusing too.Haha! Had a pretty good day!

P.S. Am going to watch G.I. Joe: Rise Of Cobra with the family.CHANNING TATUM!!

Labels: Fun, Life, Problems, Syafiqah, Venkat

Thursday, 6 August 2009,14:41 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Torn In Two♥

They weren't kidding when they said school was a jungle, especially secondary school.Countless things happened today.I'm not sure where to start, even more on where to end.Haha.But I'll let you'll know, I got out with no hurt.Cuz I fought with no one.

Anyways, Maths was first period.I'm beginning to understand the curve graphs.I just need a little more practice.During MT, Mrs T seemed a bit annoyed with something.I'm not sure exactly what, cuz we didn't laugh as much as we usually do.By the way, I'm beginning to like the blueberry cupcake, that's being sold at the canteen.LOL.

English was... Hmmm, vile.Vile temper, more like.I'm not sure of the problem.But I'm still going to help those two patch up.Really.No one should be enemies.It ain't good for anyone.Science was okay.Ms N is getting funnier by the day.In my point of way, anyway.EE, I joined an all boys group.It was fun.We talked about Harry Potter and other stuff.So cool uh.

During CME, we were divided into groups and had to work on whatever we wanted.A song, poem, anything for National Day.Kwok Ying, Amir, Rohini and I just wandered together.So, Mrs L requested Rohini did a song.Thus, we started with the drumming, singing, lyrics and all.OhMyGod, it was so cool.I love the song we made.So hip and I just love it okay? Nuff said.

Surya and I made our way to the HOD room for our MT Test.Apparently, we were absent on the same day.It was freaky being in that small room.And my hands were shaking, I wasn't up for it.So was Surya.He's really sick.I shall remember to bring him some lozenges tomorrow.The girls waited for me till 4pm++.Sweet of them.I took the bus with Rohini.And she composed while I read.I missed my stop cuz of that.Haha, nevermind.

Thought for the day:

You; Th heart hasn't come back yet

I; Wishing I can be not only th medicine

But your everything

Cuz where you are

There's nothing

I will see

But you and you only

We have no used to be's

Just my ever after fantasies

She stole your heart

You stole mine

Hope Lovebirds come online soon.I've a confession to make.

Is two too much?

One problem

Two Sides

Three solutions

`PRYIEE is torn in two

Labels: Confessions, Confused, Problems

Thursday, 16 July 2009,17:18 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Ran Out Of Excuses

Of all things... And of all people... Why is my life always full of drama??

Maybe, there are people out there who have so much going on in their life, at the moment.But still, I can't help but feel I'm being particularly singled out.Haizz... I have dance practice on the 18th.SYF.Oooh.It's going to be tedious.I spoke to mum.I told her about all the drama that went on in India.

I think I'm going to go mad.Or I'm going mad.Or perhaps, I'm already mad.Only a few people know why I'm whining like this.And among them, JUST TWO people don't care.One can help it.While the other can't.How am I suppose to help?... Shall update later in the evening.

I'm killing Syafiqah with my daily rambling.Mahen is killing me with his.But I listen anyway, cuz I can't do anything more.My ear is red and painful.Ouch! Talking with Syafiqah.I want Harshvini back home.Haizz... Why did she have to go??

I'm looking forward to school starting again.Atleast, with all the studying part, I'll be too distracted to worry about other people's problems, much less my own.Krish's and Syafiqah's birthday is coming soon.Woots! What a happy thing amongst such tension...

Bye

Labels: Birthdays, Krish, Mahen, Problems, Syafiqah, Worried

Sunday, 16 November 2008,15:29 | comment | 0 comment(s)