What's on my mind:
" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "
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Th name's Priyaa.
Get that right, it's with double A's.
An aspiring singer, lawyer, author, lyricist.
I'm defiant, in-your-face and have a don't-mess-with attitude.
But I also am friendly, less than perfect and can take part in adult-like conversations.
Recently I've developed a sardonic humor but I promise to keep my normal funny.
I love my family dearly.
I share my life with countless people who love me and I love them too.
I'm very complex, don't try to figure me out.
An irregular teenager with an overactive imagination, who has a slight eccentric disposition.
I'm a fighter who makes her peace with God.
salus invenitur
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My People
Priya, All hail th sisterly love
Syafiqah, Pretty Lady
Himanshu, No doubt th devil
Haris, Th Dude
Mira, 4eva My Girlf
Rosma Baby
Khairina, My Purple Darling
Fitri e Dancer
mrye Baby
Roh, loud speaker alert
Hazzie, th Sarcasm Mistress
Nila, th musician
Maisarah, th Drama Mama
Karthika, My Cookie Supplier
Uma, Fellow Dramakie
Athirah, Smile-ly Always
Jeidy, Th Fashionist
YingYan, Th Hyper
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Can you hear?
 Currently, chatting with Charmaine.
It's been a long time since I spoke with her.I've been hacking all day like an old woman.I slept a lot too. Days have been passing.Hours are so surreal. There is dance practice tomorrow.I don't mind. Even though, Mum says I shouldn't go; Not cuz she doesn't want me to.But cuz she says if I went I might spread it to everyone else. :( I haven't started on any of my homework.Maths is the only one that looks appealing.Maths is loooooved :) Right, mrye? LOL Divya promised to text me.She hasn't yet.Aww, man. I feel random.I'm drinking Ribena.High in Vitamin C.
Sunday, 30 May 2010,22:57 |
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Forgotten;
 [ I want/need a hug; ] I'm confused when I see someone make new friends, yet leave me as if they never knew me.It is weird.Jealousy? Perhaps.Who knows? I'm scared when I don't talk to you for a long period of time.Cuz you're so far and I'm not there with you. I'm angry cuz we have fallen out, making our friendship fake and plastic.Plastic.Yuck. I'm moving on though, cuz there will always be my family who loves me.And till then, I'll not give up. There is tears in my eyes.But I'm not crying.I'm tearing.
Flu and a bad sore throat.
I feel like there's a knife stuck to my throat.It's painful as hell.And sleeping is a nightmare. I miss you people.Those who I've not spoken to for a long time. You might think I'm insecure.It's okay.It's okay. I'm not afraid anymore.
I just don't want to be forgotten.
Saturday, 29 May 2010,23:56 |
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Lucky
Sometimes I forget how lucky I am And then God shows me And I believe once again; I love you, Mum Divya mrye Rohini &&God
Friday, 28 May 2010,00:14 |
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Smileeee;
 [ When life gives you lemons, make lemonade But when life gives you smiley cereal, just eat them; They're gooooood ] Today has been a roller coaster.My moods, that is.But the day was good overall. I managed to be alert and attentive in class, even though I only had about 3 hours of sleep.I'm such a survivor.Haha. PESA auditions was kinda cool.And I thought Jesereen was AWESOME!
Yes, you were.And as much as I'd hate to agree with Surya, I'm envious of you.Ahhhh.lol. On a more philosophical note, life is slightly disheartening at times. But then, small things make you happy and give you the strength to keep living. And I like that very much, honestly. It's like a small surprise everytime it happens. Thank you mrye for your hug. Thank you Divya for your reassurances. Thank you Rohini for your words. You guys don't know how much they meant to me; Labels: Divya, Happy, Jesereen, mrye, Rohini, Smiles
Monday, 24 May 2010,19:19 |
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Black Roses;
 [ I want a Black Rose; ] I feel like writing about all the things I like and am grateful about life.(Apart from my family&&friends)
- I love the purplish red sky, with a yellow hue as the Sun comes up
- I love sleeping when the night is drowning is heavy rain
- I love getting wet in the rain
- I love drawing on fogged up glasses
- I love jumping a few steps above the ground, when I'm on the staircase
- I love counting what little stars there are on they sky at night
- I love my BlackBerry :P
- I love walking slowly to school
- I love the smell of old books at the library
- I love Starbucks
- I love sitting at Starbucks and feeling like a career woman
- I love going to the funfair
- I love watching babies giggle
- I love going to school and acting like it's cool
- I love eating honey glazed doughnuts
- I love laughing until I forgot why I was laughing in the first place
- I love asking random question
- I love dancing crazy
- I love making people laugh
- I love getting hyper for no reason whatsoever
- I love black roses
- I love msn
- I love music
- I love someone playing the piano for me
- I love the smell of the grass after it rains
- I love playing on the see-saw
- I love burping and irritating people
- I love to sleep
- I love learning
- I love thinking about good memories
- I love ice cream
- I love being quiet sometimes
- I love colours
- I love singing
- I love watching movies
- I love everything about my life at the end of the day
- I love myself
There.That is such a nice list of what I love.I love that list too, now.I wonder if Divya will call anytime soon. I'd like to talk to her :) Labels: Black Roses, Happy, Love
Saturday, 22 May 2010,21:34 |
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We are Angels too;
 [ i think we make good Angels ] It has been a long week.And the weekend is finally here.Does that fact make things any better?I'm not so sure. I have a speech to compose from scratch and memorise, attend a function, get some Maths done and get some sleep.I wonder if I can squeeze it all in.I wonder. Anyways, today I got my finalised grades/marks for Mid Terms.It isn't fantastic.But it isn't utterly disgusting.Yet.It looks very close to it, though.However, in my defense (and the entire cohort of Sec3) I'd like to say that this is our first major exam with 6/7/8/9 main subjects.We'll do better. Under Divya's recommendation, I'm listening to The Red Jumpsuit Aparatus. And I've fallen in love with their music & lyrics. Especially, Your Guardian Angel & Face Down. About the picture above; It's a damn cool tattoo, don't you agree?
It's beautiful.Like art.It is art.I envy the person who has it.Right now, craving Starbucks.Actually, I always crave for Starbucks.It's a weekend ritual.And I think I malfunction if not given weekly dose.Haha. Syafiqah is leaving for Japan on Monday.Aww.I'll miss that horny person :) I spoke to Bro earlier.A short conversation; Thank you God. Labels: Angel, Himanshu, School, Stress, Syafiqah, Tattoo, weekend
Friday, 21 May 2010,19:55 |
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Dear God;
 [ Tonight, I can hear the Angels crying ] I have a secret.No, it isn't mine to tell. Now the owner is hanging by a thread. I'm in pain. And I can't even tell a soul. My head hurts. And my heart feels ripped. Tonight, these tears are for you. Please God, relief us of this torture; Bring us the miracle; Labels: Hurt, Pain, Secret, Untold Story
Wednesday, 19 May 2010,20:06 |
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I'm not afraid, anymore
 [ We love the world; When we love ourselves for who we are ] Hello.It has been long.Since I did a proper post.Well, here I am to fulfill my short term fantasy. Exams are over, for the time-being.And we're all being returned our papers. It's painful to watch sometimes, our hard work going down the drain, cuz of 0.5/1 marks. Although, it is a good learning point.Seeing how we'll never forget the mistake we made that cost us those passing/ace-ing grades. Anyways, my head is throbbing.Half good and half bad. I finally enjoyed dance practice after a seriously long time. I loved it and whatever the outcome is, I will never regret the things I did. Haha, as usual, a lot of things are going on at school.But things don't matter as much as they used to.Maybe it is a change of perspective or change of priority.Whatever it is, they just seem so trivial and minor in contrast to what holds in each and every one of our futures. Self-realisation is always the best solution. Either ways, there's going to be many practices for the UCC performance.Which I think I'm going to enjoy more than I'd like to :) I have this contented feeling, right now; Like I know what to do from now onwards.I know exactly who I am and who I am going to be.It's a very good feeling; One that makes me float above the ground.Hehs. I'm addicted to the song, In my head by Jason Derulo.He is a good dancer and he reminds me a little of Chris Brown. I went to watch Robin Hood with the family yesterday.It was quite good, seeing as I wasn't real interested in it at first.I spent the weekend with my cousins.And it rocked! I miss them very much and would love to get together every week.We forget worries and just laugh a lot.HAHA.
Labels: Cousins, Dance, Exams, Happy, Results
Tuesday, 18 May 2010,18:52 |
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Rest In Peace
Rest In Peace, Daniel Tan.
You will always be part of 1/2 '08 && 2/2 '09
You will continue to live in memories and in your courage of never giving up.
God be with us, alright. Cuz a great soul's coming by you, tonight.
Friday, 14 May 2010,19:05 |
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A case of Cosmic Boom
Once again, I find myself sucked into my own fantasy world.Reality isn't that bad I guess.But in comparison, it's like a very rude-awakening. Since this evening, I've attempted studying Chemistry.At least it isn't as painful as Geography.
My thoughts are revolving around some current things that have been going on. i don't know exactly how to react to it, yet.Cuz we're all quite caught up with revising for the exams. It will be dumb to say that I hope everything will be alright. Cuz it never is, and never will remain that way.As much as we, incorrigible humans, hope it might. Recently, I'm having less fun than I'd like to admit.Recently, many moments have been feeling like deja vu. Too many, to be a coincidence.Which makes it all the more, creepier. Part of me, relishes these moments cuz I miss those days.But then the other part of me is angry.Angry, that my past won't let me go.And cuz it is symbolically telling me that history repeats itself.Which is not what I want to hear, right now. Ever, even. I'm undefined. But it's time we redefined who we be At this turn of a new century
Saturday, 8 May 2010,20:32 |
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Lack of enthu
Today we had our A Maths and Geography paper.I like A Maths.
But the same cannot be said for Geography. However, today I found the Geography paper more doable. Ironic. Anyways, tonight and tomorrow, I've a real tight schedule. What could I possible have on, you might ask.
Well, besides all the last minute revision I got to do, I also need to have that medical check-up.Which is scheduled for 8.30am tomorrow morn.And I have to run before that.So, that means I'd probably be turning in early tonight. Only maybe.I surprise myself at times, with the little amount of sleep I get by with, everyday. I'd like to talk to Bro. Been long.
Friday, 7 May 2010,18:27 |
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Up Above
HELLO!Okay, today and right now, I'm real hyper.And I love my life.Have I mentioned it before? These few days have been a little weird.I know I haven't been my best self.But today, today is wonderful.Haha.There doesn't need to be an outrageous reason. Today's a reason enough. I feel so, crazy? Haha.Just watched the trailer to this movie called, "Letters to Juliet".I think I'd like to watch that movie.Hehs.The whole of tonight will be devoted to completing my C.Humans notes.WooHoo. I realised something, late last night.Life is full of opportunities.Life is full of moments.Whether you treasure them or detest them is up to you.Whether you grab and make use of them is also up to you. I love all the moments in my life. Good or bad, happy or sad. Cuz they are part of my life.Part of my story.Part of me.I'm treasuring every little moment.This is for everyone who made it to being part of my life. Thank you. Thank you for all these memories, I'll keep forever in my heart. :)
Sunday, 2 May 2010,18:59 |
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