i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

Back To The Basics

Hello earthlings.

I'm back.It's been a long week.But I've had fun.

Yesterday, went to West Mall with cousins.It was damn cool.After dining at Swensens, spent hours at the arcade.Ahhh.I think we spent lots of money.Oh well.It was all about our happiness, anyway.Right now, really feel like watching (500) Days Of Summer all over again.

The 5 In Unison, we're having an outing planned out for sometime this December.I miss all of them and I can't wait.Mum said I can be out for more than 10 hours.Holy Cow.It's going to be awesome and I'm waiting for that day to arrive quickly.Hehs.

A bit of philosophy, before I sign off.

I've been wondering what life's all about.For me, actually.Cuz the lessons everyone's suppose to learn is supposedly different.I like helping everyone and being there all the time.I don't know why.I just love doing that.Thing is, there are rare occasions, and I really mean rare, I wonder if you would be there for me, just as I have been for you...

That's about it.

Also, I've been watching this series called Legend Of The Seeker.

Hot guy, alert.

Sunday, 29 November 2009,23:31 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Weird

It was an odd week.

Of which I spent most of the time, sleeping.I don't know why.I keep falling asleep in the middle of the afternoon.Anyways, Tuesday went to watch 2012 with the family.It was a cool movie.The visual effects were so worth it.Wednesday, had family gathering.Aunt celebrated the silver jubilee of her marriage.25 years.Wow.

And I've been alightly cranky these days.It might not show but to those who I talk often with, I'm losing my temper a lot.I'm trying to find the short circuit in my head.Haiz.I don't want to lose my temper.It's not nice.And I like these people, so what's wrong with me? Aiyo.

There's nothing much to do, but continue my stories and just roam about youtube.com.What a holiday.Actually, I can't wait to get back to Labis, MY.Days there, fly by in the most serene manner possible.

I'll return to blogging after I figure what's going on in my head

Friday, 20 November 2009,23:15 | comment | 0 comment(s)

The Colour Of Our Eyes ;

My hair was a mess, but still not that bad, I think.

I learnt to move on, stay alive and keep fighting.

And that's when I learnt to forgive myself.

Labels: The colour of our eyes

Monday, 16 November 2009,17:30 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Happy Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DIVYA...!!

15 November; 15112009

Fourteen years you've lived in this world.Wow.That's a lot.I've known you, close to two years, and you still continue to mesmerise me in every possible way.You've an unique personality and probably not everyone can accept the way you are.But honestly, when they do, they'll find there's no one quite like you.Yes, we have had our set of numerous arguments and some people even get tired of it, Hehs.However, I'd just like to say thanks for being there and allowing me to mother you to torturous extents.lol.Next year, we're going to be in the same class.No matter what happens, and trust me a lot of things are going to happen, I love you and let's treasure what we have; This special bond.Enjoy your special 24hrs and keep smiling.We'll take on everything and anything that comes our way :D

P.S. It will be our 3rd Monthaversary on 19th November.HAHA.I love you, girlf.

Labels: Birthdays, Divya

Sunday, 15 November 2009,00:00 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Vibes;

I was kinda planning to do an one line post.However, Rosma baby has changed my mind.So here goes.

I'm about to embark on a ruthless journey of cleaning my room in an hour or so.It's like a pig sty.And in my defense, I'd like to say the only reason my room's messy is cuz it's filled with books since I was seven.There.What a convincing case I've made.Hehs.I'm doing this, so I can earn an opportunity to go out.Whatever it is, I've got to clean it sometime in November; Why not now?

Anyways, I think I might be up all night.That's how messy the room is.But it will be fun, I guess.

By the way, I've gained the intestinal fortitude aka guts, to accept even the most indigestable truth.Cuz in the end, that's life.Life's all about being given you completely can't work with and proving how you can.Yeah, something like that, I guess.

On a much more personal note, I'm annoyed with myself right now.I've gone and pissed off someone.Someone who's made me feel better whenever I've been down.What's wrong with me?! Argh.

Other than that, everything is drama-less at the moment.Whether this is fortunate or unfortunate, I'm still indecisive about.But I'm sure before my mind is cleared, it will all start again.Oh well.Hehs.Anyways, guess that mostly makes who I am.Reading this book called Vibes.Quite good.Seeing as how I've managed to read it three times, already.

I've been browsing through all of Travis McCoy's videos.Damn.I love the way his voice sounds.Seductive.

I'm grinning in unconcealed awe.

Now, I've got to go and fuel myself as I'm about to face my room, which can be subversive.Honest.

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town;

Labels: Changes, Cleaning, Outing, Rosma, Things, Travis McCoy

Friday, 13 November 2009,20:55 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Betol Betol Betol

Apologies for the two sadistic posts, down below.But that's how I could express it.I'm not over it.Yet.But it will pass over soon enough.And I'll be back to kicking arse, in no time.

I've found some small things in life, that can make me smile the widest.I've been continously going to my lil cousin's house.And we watch this show called " Upin & Ipin ".Damn cute.I love it.Haha.

Betol, betol, betol.

Hehs.I've found new song addictions too.They're much different from the ones I usually listen too.Still.Music is an universal language and guess I'm learning new ones right now.lol.Also, I suddenly find Travis from Gym Class Heroes, incredibly irresistable.Others might have quite the opposite reaction.However he does have a charismatic personality and a charming smile.Hehs.

I think my mind, soul and life is going through a make-over.I'll still be the same.Yet I think I'd be more outrageous than ever and much, much more complicated.

*Grins, Evil grin*

I'm happy in th most sadistic way possible;

Labels: Changes, Sadistic

Thursday, 12 November 2009,17:35 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Untitled

I'm gonna make you bend and break

Say your prayers but let th good times roll

In case God doesn't show

And trust me, I'm going to make you'll regret it.

Then, even God won't be able to save you'll.

Tuesday, 10 November 2009,22:35 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Burning Desire

After class everything just went down the drain.

Oh well, who am I to say?

Everyone please pray for me, I want this so much.

When I die, I think I'm going to hell ;

Labels: Burning Desire

Monday, 9 November 2009,18:58 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Overloading

th devil wears prada?

Heys.I'm watching that movie right now.It's sorta interesting.Besides, days are mundane right now.God.Sometimes, the day you await for, seems like forever.Argh.

I've been thinking a lot lately.More than I usually do.And of cuz, as usual weird things pop up here and there.Since I have nothing better to do, I think about it till I get a freaking migraine.

To forgive is to set someone free

Whether it sets someone free or not, it definitely frees the person who forgives.I don't know how it works.But it just does.It's like lifting a heavy rock off your chest or something.Remaining angry with someone takes up a lot of effort.So, just forgiving the person is better, I guess.

Anothing thing.

Sometimes when we are upset, we truly believe that no one else in the world feels the same and we are all alone.That is not true.Whether your loved ones feel the same or not, is completely irrelavant.Whatever it is, they will feel for you.Cuz they love you and no matter what, when a tear falls from your eyes, it hurts them worse.I know this seems like an overload of philosophy.However, this is some oblivious facts everyone remains, well oblivious to.

Tomorrow, there's school.Yes, I know I miss school.I want to go back to school.But not to get homework.Well that's what I'm going back to school for, in case you were wondering.To collect homework.Argh.And I thought maybe, just maybe, this time we'd get to enjoy our two months of holiday with no mention of homework.What a disappointment.

Right now, I'm running late on an assignment.Journalism.I don't mind.I think I'm going to be up all night completing it.Haha.I love long nights.With company, of cuz.

Sunday, 8 November 2009,20:54 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Awaiting

and i know you won't let a tear fall

It's been exactly one week since I updated.lol.Apologies.I have been contemplating lots of things.Thus, decided not to blog till I felt it was the right time.Today went out with Maii, Venkat and Amir.Shafiq couldn't make it, last minute.We rushed to VivoCity and watched "Coraline".It was quite a cool movie.But the thing I treasured the most, was the bus rides.The one on the way, and the one back.Hehs.

I'm awaiting 10112009.

Till then, ciao.

Labels: Amir, Maisarah, Venkat

Friday, 6 November 2009,22:20 | comment | 0 comment(s)