What's on my mind:
" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "
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Th name's Priyaa.
Get that right, it's with double A's.
An aspiring singer, lawyer, author, lyricist.
I'm defiant, in-your-face and have a don't-mess-with attitude.
But I also am friendly, less than perfect and can take part in adult-like conversations.
Recently I've developed a sardonic humor but I promise to keep my normal funny.
I love my family dearly.
I share my life with countless people who love me and I love them too.
I'm very complex, don't try to figure me out.
An irregular teenager with an overactive imagination, who has a slight eccentric disposition.
I'm a fighter who makes her peace with God.
salus invenitur
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My People
Priya, All hail th sisterly love
Syafiqah, Pretty Lady
Himanshu, No doubt th devil
Haris, Th Dude
Mira, 4eva My Girlf
Rosma Baby
Khairina, My Purple Darling
Fitri e Dancer
mrye Baby
Roh, loud speaker alert
Hazzie, th Sarcasm Mistress
Nila, th musician
Maisarah, th Drama Mama
Karthika, My Cookie Supplier
Uma, Fellow Dramakie
Athirah, Smile-ly Always
Jeidy, Th Fashionist
YingYan, Th Hyper
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Disappoinments
" I'm fantasizing about Kiowa Gordan and CK, when really I'm just avoiding the fact that I'm hurt :) "
Sunday, 28 February 2010,22:03 |
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Truce with God
I'm propelled back towards my old theory about love.Love is Crap.Now, why do I have a feeling that after reading this, people would be swearing up a storm? lol.It's an opinion.I'm not saying it shouldn't happen.But for now, just for now, love is crap in my life, dictionary and journal.Unless applied with family and friends.That is not crap.Heh.I'm feeling unusually optimistic right now.Yes, we all have no idea what's going to happen the next minute, much less the next day.But that doesn't stop us from living our lives and anticipating about whatever might happen the next day.True?So, might as well live the one life you get and live it with no regrets.That's my motto.Live with no regrets.I know I've made mistakes but I've learnt from them.If not, I'll learn soon enough.But I can't think about these mistakes now and wonder what would have happened if I had done something otherwise, now.Being stuck in the past is worse than anything else.So move along.Things on my agenda for this term, which is on the way of ending, are:- CA1 Grades
- Working Harder
- Reflections
- Being happy
I'm going to stay happy and smile no matter what. And I'm very very random.
Saturday, 27 February 2010,13:11 |
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Decisions
Paranoia is eating me away.Anyways, today's cross country was a success.lol.Of cuz, us slackers didn't run much.Yet we didn't walk all the way.Haha.But we did complete the course.So cheers to us! The girls and I went to JP to have lunch.Yes, almost half the school was roaming about there.We settled at Mac and I had my first McSpicy in two years.Hehs!It was delicious, by the way.lol.Okay, coming back to my paranoia.It's gnawing me away.I'm just trying my best to be hyper, hide it and just enjoy my life at the present.And thank God, it's working.Things will never go back to the way they were.Having said that, I'm working towards my ambition now.Cuz I can't fall back on anyone.It's my life, remember?I'm going to be a lawyer:)
Friday, 26 February 2010,21:15 |
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Just a Dream
It's raining outside.I'm crying in the inside.We have to move on.Cuz staying like this, will just kill us.One by one.Bit by bit.We did our best.Hell yeah, we rocked.Too bad, it didn't please them enough.It's okay.We're Commonwealthians, remember?We're warriors, we don't give up and we certainly never back down.These few weeks had its ups and downs.But we got closer.We bonded.There were tears and lots of happy moments.Let's treasure it.Let's love this life, the only one we get to live.We shall still walk with that same old song.I love you all.And thank you to those who helped us get through this.I woke up last night, forgetting we lost. I thought it was just a dream; I let out a sigh of relief. But no. It wasn't a dream. And I couldn't stop the tears that followed. I wish it was a dream. I miss Akka, Bro and Divya. I need the comfort some find in me. Dedicated to the CSS Tamil Debate Team '10 and all who followed us to this war.
Sunday, 21 February 2010,17:05 |
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Revived
It's been long since I got time to go on the computer.This week was, one with mixed feelings.Good and bad, both to the ultimate extremes.Hideous and beautiful.Monday; fought with a friend.Tuesday; annoyed with the irresponsibility of some important people.Wednesday; had my month made by watching/listening to someone play something.Thursday; sister's birthday and a wonderful family outing/worst mood swing.Friday; had my pride hurt and confusion/V Day.Sometimes it's hard to come into terms with everything that happens.When that happens I end up not eating or over eating.Eesh.Yesterday was the best Valentine's Day I've had.Somehow when you get to upper secondary, V Day isn't all about love anymore.It's more about friendship.And I love that fact.Thank you to everyone who made this day special.At the beginning of the year, I promised a changed me.However, it's not working out.It's just messing me up internally, even more so.My mood swings have escalated and I hate it more than the ones having to put up with it.God.I used to be so gregarious.I still am.On and off.It is not enough.Thus, after this long weekend, I'm coming back.I miss myself.And it's time I got my act together.My apologies to all those who had to put up with my sulky self.Having said that, let's get back to the current situation.There's truckloads of homework, debate meetings and catching up on studies, colouring this weekend.I hope I get through all this alive.lol.I just realised something too.Sometimes, you put someone up so high, they just end up looking down on you.I've learnt my lesson.Foolish girl; Don't waste your energy; Don't waste your integrity; He don't mean anything; -You all believe;
Saturday, 13 February 2010,15:53 |
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We Are The Champions
This week was one of the most stressful ones I've ever been through.I was so under pressure that it literally reduced me to tears by Friday.However, like Sya said, it was totally worth it.You know why? Cuz on 06022010/Saturday; RI went up against Commonwealth for the National Tamil Debate and... *DrumRoll Please*
COMMONWEALTH EMERGED AS THE WINNERS!
Meaning we have qualified to the next round.Woots.Haha.Although this is only the first round, us Commonwealthians have made history.We have eliminated RI from the first round itself.God.I'm so inspired to improve in my speech and do better.We will go to the finals and get that Championship.
*We are the championsssss....!!*So hyper now.Though this time, we have really got to plan our time very well.CNY holidays, Saturdays are all meeting days ready.This time we'll be ready.Anyways, right now got to mug on SS.Cuz tomorrow there's a test.Buh-Bye!The Blues beat the Whites
Sunday, 7 February 2010,20:57 |
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Too Tired
" You might not know it; But you make my day :) "
Thursday, 4 February 2010,23:20 |
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All The Reasons Why
By the time I get home and complete my work, I have no more energy to even carry myself to bed.I'm so sleep deprived.I think the entire Sec3 cohort is.Gosh.Just the beginning of the 2nd month.Bombarded with homework, everywhere.However.I've no complains.Cuz I got a reason to wake up every morning and 'energetically' go to school.Reasons, actually.lol.Divya and Syafiqah would know, right? Hehs.Of cuz, I've got self-respect and I do study for myself.But sometimes, you just need some pushing on tough days.So yeah :)This entire week, we've been staying back for the debate.It's a big rush, I admit.However, it's kinda fun and I'm seeing everyone's potential, or lack thereof.It's damn cool uh.I've realised something.Since the beginning of this year, I haven't gotten angry yet.Meaning really really angry.And that's a darn good thing.I'm hoping it will last.At least longer than it did, last year.Also, I'm super hyper these days.This one, I know exactly who to blame on.lol.Okay, more like thank for.Haha!Valentine's Day is coming.Just like the last two years, I'm not exactly a big fan of this occasion.Especially, cuz of the weird things that happen on these days.But.But.This year, I'm going to let loose a bit and have fun with this day.lol.With my friends, of cuz.That's about it.Just cuz he carries something that's purple, Doesn't mean he's gay :)
Wednesday, 3 February 2010,19:58 |
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