i'm not afraid; i'm moving on

What's on my mind:

" Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die "

a walk down memory lane

A WALK DOWN MEMORY LANE

Right now...

I'm elated, happy, simply happy!

Today, most of us went back to our Primary Schools to see our teachers.But truthfully, it was also an excuse to see our old buddies again.

Firstly, I met Alagu, Helen, Sugan, Saras, Haris and Mira.We were all just standing outside, waiting for the signal to get in.We were chatting about school and all.And let me tell you, they are mostly all, taller than me.

Hahahahahah!

But I'm still the strongest of them all.Then we got to go inside.And the first thing we did, was go eat something from the canteen.By the way, after so long, everything there seemed somewhat small... Hahahah!

Then we went to find our teachers.Haris, Mira and I went and saw Ms Lim first.God, she's getting OLD! She was like, where's your brother? And I told her I don't have one.Then she was like yes you do, Krish is your brother.Hais!

Met Ms Brema too.And all those Tamil Makkals.

We were walking around and I saw my erm... Pri Sch Nightmares.I saw Saksham and that guy was acting like he was afraid of me.

Ooooh! I saw Divesh, Sec 3 CSS.I thought what is he doing here? Only then I got to know that he was actually from PEPS! OMG! The horrors!

After that, finally, Krish came.He hasn't changed one bit.But now he's my height or a little taller.WTH! Still, I was super glad I saw him.He had some memory problems.Cuz he simply remember some of the people's names.

Hahahaha!

Next there was an embarrassing moment with losing my wallet.

We headed to McDonalds' then.Mira stayed a while.I hung out with Haris, Bryan and Krish.Then headed home.

It was quite a fruitful day.Only thing I regret is not seeing Gowri and Joseph.Hahahaha! Hmmm... This was quite a splendid trip.

I'm very happy....

Bye

Friday, 29 August 2008,20:24 | comment | 0 comment(s)

At 4.56pm...

I'm like freaking happy.

After It was Geography.I got my common test results.I didn't do very well.I got B4.But I was happy all the same.The fact that I didn't actually fail, made me very happy.

I got back NSW Science results.I got Credit.!!! That's all

Thursday, 28 August 2008,16:56 | comment | 0 comment(s)

life is filled with ups and downs...

LIFE IS FILLED WITH UPS AND DOWNS...

Hello...

I'm feeling slightly moody as in wanting to go back home, right into my mum's arms.But I can't do that.It's IT now.I've done my webpage.So, I'm free to serve the internet.

The reason for my mood is my life.As in, it's taking a toll again.These past 8 months, I've gone down, up, down, up and now it's going down.Very fast.It is all cuz my school.I mean I like my school.What am I saying?! I love it.But the people in it...Well, not all so lovable.

It's like war down here.If it is a team war, well my class will win.But when it is one-on-one, I can but in the end only.Having many friends isn't a crime.But it is a death-wish.

Yesterday, I went through turmoil just to sit beside my friend.And sometimes, I just wish that X would care about US as much as she cares about her.

Let's start afresh now.

I'm extremely delighted today.Cuz tomorrow is Friday.That means Teachers' Day Celebrations.I'm going back to my Primary School, confirmed.I just can't wait to see all my old friends.I'm pratically going spastic over here.There's Krish, Gowri, Haris, Mira, Alagu, Sugan, Dhanu, Helen, Joseph, Saksham and many, many more.Even if it was those who I wasn't very close, I still can't wait.

And the teachers.I've got Ms Lim to thank.Without her I wouldn't be in CSS.She told me how I could appeal.So Yeah...There's Ms Brema and everyone else.It'll be so cool.Then I'm going for lunch with my buddies.I can't wait to share all those news with Mira.But let's just wish they are not very tall.Or I'll feel really lost.

Hahahahahahhaa!

So I have switched moods...

Hmmm...

Now I don't know what to talk about.So there.

Bye!

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one of a kind, kinda "friend"

ONE OF A KIND, KINDA "FRIEND"

Life is a very weird and complicated thing.Most of the times, it depends on the person's point of view.But to me, yeah...It pretty much is.

The day started with going to school super early with 4 big bags... Maths was alright.We clarified some of our doubts.

Then it was Drama.It was the most hectic thing I've down in the whole year.I brought wine glasses and bottles.Very heavy.Ended up with no comments from the teacher. =(

After that was MT.Mr K wasn't here.So sad.We were doing a dedication card for him.It was all Syafiqah's idea.We slacked around a while.Then shooted of for Common Test.It was Maths today.

Mr S kept saying it was easy.But alas, it wasn't.No one completed it.Even Sri.And if Sri couldn't complete a Maths Test, then something is terribly wrong.I hope I pass.I'm sure I can.

During lunch, stood behind my so-called "Friend" in the line.Know who I'm talking about? Who else.Vishnu ah.

He kept making fun of my email add and other stuff.What kind of friend is he??? I wonder how anyone actually can stand it with him.The torture.I was quite pissed...I can't wait to tell my mum all about it and hear what she has to say about it.

Bye

Monday, 25 August 2008,16:03 | comment | 0 comment(s)

bomb blast

BOMB BLAST

Hello people!

It's a normal Saturday night.And I have nothing better to do, other than hang around the computer, waiting for someone to chat with me.So boring!

Anyway, day started with my trip to the HPB.It was well, very long.Then ate at Kopitiam at JEC.I met Sarenya there.Hahaha! What a coincidence.

I came back home and slacked around a while.Then, started on a little of Maths.Graphs is easier than Algebra.But at the same a little boring.Well atleast I actually understand it.

Now chatting with Priya.But she ain't replying...

1 Hour later...

I've suddenly got the urge to do some serious blogging.Dad has bought some HL milk.Let me just tell you, I'm not a serious fan of white milk.And I'm a little panicky, thinking about the Maths Common Test I'm going to have on Monday.It's freaking me out!

I really really really need to do well for this test! I can't allow my sis get her hands on my iPod.NEVER!

It's like allowing a two-year old play with poison.It's simply ridiculous!

You guys have to understand my plight.

Hmmm...

Anyway, I've got my Drama Final Evaluation on Monday too.I'm halfway through memorising my lines.It's hard.Cuz we've hardly had any rehearsals at all.But we are going early on Monday.

Plus, Geography Project Research is killing me.So much of work to be done, and I'm only given this little time.This is so cruel!!!

But I still had some time to do an extraordinary thing.I made a awesome discovery.Unfortunately, I can't post it here.Hahahha!

I'm so happy!

Another sad news! Next week will be Mr K's last week as our teacher.I think we should get him something.He has been quite nice and very flexed with us.Atleast he's so much better than Ms J and Ms N.I'm messaging Divya right now.

One more confession! It's very hard being friends with Vishnu, right now.Cuz usually, if it was before, and we saw each other, we would glare, swear and bicker all about.But now, it's like there's nothing we can do.So boring and highly uncomfortable.I hope I get over this phase of life faster.

By the way, I'm really looking forward to the September Holidays.Finally some peace and quiet.Hmmm...

Bye

Labels: Drama, iPod, Maths Test, Projects, September Holidays, Vishnu

Saturday, 23 August 2008,20:33 | comment | 0 comment(s)

long week

LONG WEEK

Hello everyone!

I'm at the school's IT Lab...

On Tuesday, Mr K did not come to class.So, we ended up in the study shack.So boring.During Lunch, Vishnu and I became friends.I know it's very weird.But it's the truth.

The talk on Wednesday was quite boring.

Yesterday was not much remarkable.Except for the fact that after school, met up with mum and sis at library.Then, went for a show.It's called "Money No Enough 2"... It's such a awesome movie.It is by Jack Neo.It's such a touching film.For reasons, I don't want to mention.

After we went back home.

Today, now this is a different story.Started of with English.I got my Common Test grade back.And I'm glad to say that I have achieved an A1 for it.I am so happy.This joy, most of you won't understand cuz you are not me.Sorry.Next was Geography.It was cool.As always.

After that was Art.Art was no fun today.Not much.

PC was like crap.Then it was MT.Mr K made us write an essay.Unfortunately, no one except for nerds listened to him.I did do it.But didn't complete it.Hahaha! It's a ritual during MT class to not listen to whatever he instructs you to do.Divya and Mr K got on a one-on-one match about soccer.

Just had lunch.

That's about it.

I've got lots of projects to do.

So Yeah!

Bye

Thursday, 21 August 2008,14:26 | comment | 0 comment(s)

let's just say it's my turn now

LET'S JUST SAY IT'S MY TURN NOW

Hey everyone!

I'm at the Computer Lab right now.School is over.But Divya and I have fencing at 4.30pm.So we are staying back.Syafiqah and Rashidha are here too.Rashidha needs to do some IT work.So, other than that, we are pratically slacking.

Today started off with Maths.Not that bad, comparing it with other days.

Then came Recess Run.Also not as bad as I expected it to be.It was quite enjoyable.Cuz Divya and I were walking the mile.

Hahahaha!

Next was Drama.I went up early.So, I was the only one standing there with Ms C.She asked me if I wanted to be in this English Club.And I was like huh?...Then she explained to me that she was to select 5 people in her class, to mould them into better speakers/presenters.I was like sooooo happy.

I don't know why.But it felt like finally, there was something X couldn't steal from me.Still, Ms C picked X and XXX in the end.I didn't mind though.Cuz she could never steal it from me.

After that it was MT.It's quite the enjoyable class nowdays.Though we don't do much work, it's awesome still.Somehow X started talking about Policemen and she pulled my name into it.I was soooo embarrassed.Cuz she assumed it was Venkat.And soon enough, he realised it too.

But he wasn't as daft.I think he understood.Well, atleast I hope he did.It wasn't freaking him!

Then X got angry.And Rashidha burst her top.She rarely does that.When she does, I advise you not to stand in her way.

After it was Geography Common Test.It was hard.Very hard.Even though I studied so much for it.

Nvms.

During lunch I was standing to buy my food with Divya when Anna made conversation with us.While talking, that Vishnu turned and looked at me up and down.

What??!

He's never seen a girl in his life is it?? Need to stare,meh?! So pissed with that argh! All sorts of words are coming out...

Divya and Syafiqah are telling me to forget about that useless chap.Too bad that idiot keeps popping up in all the wrong times.By the way, Syafiqah is also in the English programme.But she says maybe she won't come if her dad doesn't allow her.Nooo! I want her to come.

Cuz Venkat also in it.I don't want to be alone with X and XXX in a room.

Ok.

Bye

Monday, 18 August 2008,14:49 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Hello!

I'm not exactly sure of what kind of mood I am in today.It was not the most enlightening day.

I started of in the morning with PAIN! Yes, when I got off my bed, all I could feel was the pain from my thighs.After dancing yesterday, I guess I haven't yet recovered.

Then studied for my Geography Common Test for about 2hrs.Can you believe it? For the first time this year, this is the longest.Hmmm...

Anyways, now I'm just feeling sooooo weird.I seriously have no idea why.It's the feeling that tells you that nothing is going to be the same, ever again.I'm growing up.I'm already 13 but I tend to make the same mistakes I made when I was younger.Repeatition is something that won't help you in the "Mistakes" catergory.

I'm losing my mind, over making some decisions...

And the person I really want to talk to doesn't want to talk to me.I think ahem is mad at me.But nevermind.I hope it will pass.

It's quite depressing when you are alone in a room, with nothing to write in your blog about.Well, that's my case right now.

.....

BYE

Saturday, 16 August 2008,19:55 | comment | 0 comment(s)

the one and only

THE ONE AND ONLY

Hi everyone!

Today was super eventful.Let me tell you all about it.

First period was English.But unfortunely, Ms C wasn't present.We did a comprehension.Half the class was chaos.

Next period was Geography.In which I found that, my group, which consists of Mariyah, Amir, Hazwani and me were the highest for one of the group work.Hahaha! I was so elated.Then it was Recess.Which was termly boring.

Then it was Art.Okay.Cuz just listened to some lecture and handed in my homework.After that was PC.Sort of boring.

Finally MT came! The one period I've been waiting for.It was so cool.Though I thought the guys were talking crap except for Venkat who made some sense at times.As I was the 3rd speaker, I had to summarise the entire thing.To which the guys said this 3-4 times.

"OMG! She touched my heart!"

Hahahaha! Doesn't matter what it meant.In the end Mr K said the girls won.Which we thought didn't make sense.He's sort of a sexist, I thought.

I told him to look at my face and tell me, without laughing, that we won honestly.And guess what? He couldn't do it.He was laughing his head off.

ARGH!

Men...They will never change for the better.

CCA was very good.

After that, met up with mum and sis.Mum shopped at NTUC while my sis and I ate at KFC.Hehehe! After paying, we were about to leave when I saw a shocking sight.Vishnu and his mother.It's not that shocking, really.It's just that I never expected to see him other than in school.Even then I wish I didn't.

My mum stared at him and his mum stared at me.I stuck my tongue at him.

I'm so MEAN...Hahahaha! I just couldn't help it.TeeHee!

Okie.Tired.

Bye

Friday, 15 August 2008,19:58 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Hello!

I'm at the library at the moment.With Mariyah and Diyannah.

I did some Maths and Mariyah helped correct it and teach me stuff I didn't know.Just realised that it isn't so hard if I actually put some effort.So there.

My sis ain't getting my iPod.There's just no way.

Going to have some lunch.

Bye.

Thursday, 14 August 2008,14:48 | comment | 0 comment(s)

raging pressure

RAGING PRESSURE

Hey Hey people!

I'm in IT class right now.It's been days since I last blogged.So, here I am to make up for the lost time.And plus, Syafiqah has been complaining and wants me to update.So, here it goes.

We've gotten a new MT teacher.He's a male.And only 19.And guess what?

One the first day itself he chose to make us do our workbook.No intro whatsoever, till the end of class.

Yesterday, now that was a remarkable day.Most of all, MT was the most eventful lesson.He wanted to give us more work again, this Mr K.But we convinced him otherwise.He couldn't possibly control the class.Somewhere in the middle, we decided to hold a debate.

The title was:

"Males are the best in the world"

Naturalluy, as females, we girls chose to oppose and the guys began their side of speech.It was like war.And with every word the guys said, I felt my blood boil.I don't know why.We are to continue the debate tomorrow.My turn is too.I've created a killer script.

I don't even care about my nervousness anymore.

THIS IS WAR!

Hahahaha!

Life is alright at home.I went to the library on Tuesday.Then to the movies, with my family.We watched "Mummy 3".Not bad for a seqeul after a long time.Especially Brendon Fraser.40 and still got it going on... Hahaha!

I'm the 3rd speaker tomorrow.The last one too.Though I'm nervous, I'm planning on giving those male hormones some reality check.I guess I can really get in-your-face when I'm very angry.

GOD, this feels good.My script is sooooooo good.

Today, I'm excited for recess.Thursdays are the only days I have my proper recess.So yay! me! Too hyper...

I'm going to the Library after school today.Mariyah is going to tutor me in Mathesmatics.ALGEBRA.I'm determined to learn it.Must not let my sis get my iPod.

Ok.Bell just went off.Bye.

08:30 | comment | 0 comment(s)

Survey taken from Gowri.

1. Real name- Priyaa Nedunzeliyan

2.Nick name – Pri

3. Status – Student

4. Zodiac sign –Cancer

5. Male or female - Female

6. Elementary –PEPS

7. Middle School – Commonwealth Secondary School

8. High School –Not Yet.

9. Current grade – Sec 1.

10. Natural Eye color – Dark Brown.

11. Dream Eye color – Chocolate Brown/ Hazel.

12. Natural Hair color – Brown on the surface.Black insides.

13. Dream Hair color - All brown.

14. Long or short - Somewhere in between?

15. Shoe size – Dunno

16. Health freak - Not Much

17. Height – 1.51m or 1.52m...Somewhere there

18. Do you have a crush on someone? – Lip sealed.

19. Piercings – Ears

20. Tattoos?- None.But Maybe when im older.

21. Righty or lefty - Righty.

FIRSTS:

22: First piercing - Ears

23: First best friend - Can't Remember.

24: First award: Singing Competition

25: First sport you joined - Running

26: First pet: Goldfish.

27: First big vacation - Malaysia, cuzzin's house

28: First crush:Can't remember.

29: First boyfriend: Haven't had one.Don't want one now.Waste of my time.

THIS OR THAT:

30: Night or day? Night.

31: Spring or fall? Fall.

32: Summer or Winter? Summer.

33: English or math? English.

34: History or science? Science.

35: Coffee or hot chocolate? Hot Chocolate.

36: Hunger or thirst? Thirst.I can't taker hunger.

37: Friends or family? Family.

38: Early or late? Early.

39: Rock or rap? Both?

40: Boys or girls? Boys.They are much more open-minded.Except for certain girls.

41: Sun or moon? Moon.

42: Beach or mountains? Mountains.

43: Hot or cold? Cold.

44: Drive or walk? Walk.I don't drive.

45: Mac or Burger King? Neither.

46: Cats or dogs? Dogs.

47: Awake or asleep? Asleep.

48: Pens or pencils? Both...Depends when.

CURRENTLY:

49: Eating - Pizza..

50: Drinking - Water.

51: Thinking - About Gowri.

52: I'm about to - shut down the computer.

53: Listening to - Nothings.

54: Wishing - Longer weekends.

FUTURE:

question

55 is missing?!

56:Want to go to college? Of Course.

57: Where do you want to live? Singapore.

58: Do you want kids? Sure.

59: Do you want to get married? of cuz

60: Career in mind - Lawyer, write or lyricist.

LOVE:

61: Do you like anyone? HUH?

62: Sraight/gay/lesb/etc.? Straight.Totally.

63: Love or lust? Love

64: Preferred race? Not specific

65: Preferred build? Hmmm...

66: Preferred haircolour/style: Anything but one that says he is damn vain.

67: Preferred eye colour? Aything.

68: What do you think about PDA? dun care.

69: Hugs or kisses? Hugs.Not that intimidative.

70: Shorter or taller? Taller.

71: Lips or eyes? Eyes.

72: Romantic or spontaneous? Spontaneous.

73: Nice stomach or nice arms? Depends.

74: Sensitive or loud? sensitive.

75: Hook-up or relationship: Relationships.

76: Skinny or muscular? middle.

77. Trouble maker or hesitant? – Middle.

HAVE YOU EVER :

78. Kissed a stranger? – Nope.

79. Drank bubbles? – Nope.

80. Lost glasses/contacts? – Nope.

81. Ran away from home? – Never.

82. Been in an accident? – Yup.

83. Been in a fist fight? – Lots of times.

84. Broken someone's heart? – Dunno.Sorry if i did.

85. Been arrested? – Nope.

86: Been betrayed? Dun think so.

87. Cried when someone died? – Of course.It's called emotions.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

88. Other people? –depends.

89. Yourself ? – yup.

90. Miracles? – yes.

91. God? - yes.

92. Heaven? - no.

3. Santa Claus? – no.

94. Sex on the first date? – no.

95. Kiss on the first date? – maybe.depends.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

96. What is your favorite quote? - "Always be yourself.Do what you think is right, even if the whole world opposes.Don't do it, if you think it's wrong,even if the whole world wants you to."

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - Yup.

98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? –Sort of...

99. Do you believe in God? – YES!

Friday, 8 August 2008,15:15 | comment | 0 comment(s)

where i belong...

WHERE I BELONG...

Hi everyone!

Just got back from the Jurong Stadium.

Today, our school celebrated National Day/Awards Day.

Mum sent me by taxi at about 6.30am.My sis followed too.As she had to go for her school at about that time.At that time, only Thivashini and Divya were there.Then soon, Habibah, Anita, Lavania and Vajeeza came.

We went looking for a toilet so we could get ready for the performance.The dressing room in the stadium wasn't open yet.So, we went to use the public one.It was super crammed cuz the chinese dance members and choir members were using it too.

Dance teacher came and told us that the dressing room was open and can be used.But a tragic happened.

Annaletchumi lost her wallet.She was very upset.After searching a while, they still couldn't find it.

But we had to abandon the search as it was time for our performance.Hurriedly, put on our make-up.Then, had to sit on the stands with the rest of the school.

It was so much fun.Singing to those old national day songs.

Hahaha!

Now very very very tired.

Bye

12:50 | comment | 0 comment(s)

it's gonna be a bumpy ride

IT'S GONNA BE A BUMPY RIDE...

Hey Hey!

How's everybody??

Hope everyone is fine.I've had a busy week.

Today first period was IT.It was so much of fun as usual.I finally completed my web page fully.

Hahaha!

Then, next was Geography.It was a little strained as there was some misunderstanding about homework and stuff.

I couldn't wait to go for recess.But Mdm M had told me to meet her with Divya.So, told Syafiqah and Rashidha to get a table first.We went to meet her and she told us all the information about tomorrow's performance.Then, rushed down to the canteen.

I wanted to eat "Roller Coaster".But I couldn't find it.So, settled for some Mah-Mee.As we were eating and talking.We were entertained by some of our guests.It was hilarious.So, I don't want to mention any names.

Syafiqah really wanted to stay behind and keep watching but her English teacher came by then.Mr S didn't come today.Thus, it was free period.I was listening to some music and sitting with Mariyah and Hazwani.

Next came CMT.Our teacher didn't come.So, Mariyah and Hazwani went away to the study shack.Rohini and Ifah hadn't come yet.Thus I was stuck with Srivatsa and Salihin.We sat in the library and took a book to read.But ended up talking about "stuff".Soon, Ifah and Rohini came.

Sri, Ifah and Rohini went to talk to the Hydrabad students.I sat and read a book for the next 45mins.

Came back to class for Science.During in which Srivatsa confessed his undefying love for Ifah.Hahahaha! I mean it could have been a joker.I don't know!

Took the bus with Syafiqah...

Now at home.

Quite tired...

Bye

Labels: Hydrabad Students, Library

Thursday, 7 August 2008,15:03 | comment | 0 comment(s)

why so serious?!

WHY SO SERIOUS?!

Hi guys!

I want to tell you about yesterday.My cousin sister brought my cousin, my sister and me out.We went to the JEC and ate first.Later, went to watch "The Dark Knight".

The movie is awesome.I don't even like Batman.I like the Joker.Heath Ledger can seriously act.Too bad he ain't alive no more.Anyways, I love one of his usual lines.

"Why So Serious?!"

So, I don't know.Exhilarating?

Somewhat.Ahhh~!

I'm officially obssessed.

But seriously, it's quite a remarkable movie of the year.Confirm, it will get some awards.

Not many updates in my life.Except that I've already booked the tickets to watch a play i which my friend is an assisstant director.Mira and Haris are going too.So, it could serve also as a meet-up session.

Hahahaha!

Well, that's about it.

Bye

Sunday, 3 August 2008,15:23 | comment | 0 comment(s)

elated to the extreme

ELATED TO THE EXTREME

Hey Hey People!

I'm in a super happy good mood.

Elated, to be more precise.

I'll tell you all about it.

In the morning, firstly, saw Vishnu at the bus-stop.I gave him a look, and he turned the other side.The bus came and we took it.He was staring at me.And I was starting to feel sorely uncomfortable.

Then got to school.English was okay.Then came Geography.My heart was beating seriously fast and all.Cuz we were going to get our test results today.She said someone failed.I was thinking it might be me.Ended up, I wasn't.I got A2.I am so happy.I got this bubble feeling in me.Like I was floating.

After recess was Art.It was so much of fun.Cuz we were doing textures.I loved it.

Next was free period.And I was feeling super happy all the while.School ended at 12.30pm cuz Ms J wasn't here.So, Divya,Rashidah,Syafiqah and I hang out at the library after lunch.

Dance was alright.

Quite Tired.

Bye

Friday, 1 August 2008,20:46 | comment | 0 comment(s)